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"arilt-new-ariweb-domain": {
"title": "ari.lt -- new ari-web domain",
"description": "switching domains from ari-web.xyz to ari.lt including some other changes",
"content": "hello\n\ni am here to announce the new <https://ari-web.xyz/> domain name -- <https://ari.lt/>\n\n`ari-web.xyz` will stay up til january 11 th iirc of 2025 and `ari.lt` so far is paid for til\n2024/11/25 by my best friend casey, xD\n\n## why\n\na long while ago i looked into `ari.lt` but i can't recall why i didn't take it, i assume it was either\nasking me for id verification or i already had `ari-web.xyz` at the time, idk, but i didn't think\nmuch of it xD\n\nwell, not too long ago a person ( can't recall who ) pointed out that `ari.lt` is still available,\nand i wanted it, but due to some stuff in family i couldn't get it, like i have the funds for it and\nall just that there's one wall standing against me lol\n\nwell, today i said fuck it, ill pay double and throw more money into the wall hoping it breaks\ndown, i would've paid double for the domain, and my best friend found out and she bought it\nfor me, that was honestly a night and a half lol, im shook til now,, i'm not used to this type\nof thing xD\n\nbut welp, in the year i have i will find a way to pay for it in the following years, but i think\ni might be able to as i'm going into freelancing soon[tm] ( i can't right now as i'm pretty sick )\nand im turning 18 soon enough ( in a couple of years ) and in the mean time i might be able to\nconvince the wall to open up my card or let me use theirs xD\n\nso in the next couple of months, probably like a good 3-4 months, i will be migrating from `ari-web.xyz`\nto `ari.lt` -- it looks better, is shorter, i am indeed ari and i am, in fact, lithuania ( !11!!11 )\n\n`ari-web.xyz` should begin redirecting people to `ari.lt` soon enough ( give it a couple of days )\nand at the same time `ari.lt` will go up\n\n## following changes to ari-web\n\n- github username change, possibly a github org under `TruncatedDinoSour` coming\n- more resources as time goes\n - ref to <https://ari-web.xyz/gh/a.ari-web.xyz>\n- less content at least for now as i'm pretty busy and overwhelmed with life\n- `ari-web.xyz` might get taken by someone at 2025/01/11 ( iirc that's the expiry ) and `ari.lt` will become the only domain\n - i'm most likely not paying for `ari-web.xyz` anymore to renew it\n- i am definitely giving casey her own page for the funny, because without her i wouldn't've bought `ari.lt`\n\nat the current stage there will be a lot of transitional periods in my life and on ari-web\nand it'll be apparent by possibly instability, missing features and unavailable resources\n\nsorry for any downtime, dns and https weirdness, resources missing and stuff like that xD\n\nari\n\n2023/11/24",
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"title": "support ari-web",
"description": "support ari-webs creator ari archer through multiple means -- paypal and bitcoin",
"content": "hello, if u want to support me and the costs of ari-web ur free to support me in the following means\n\n- <https://ari-web.xyz/btc> -- bitcoin\n- <https://ari-web.xyz/paypal> -- paypal\n\ni just set up paypal donations so if u wanna ur free to, although no obligation, the\n<https://ari-web.xyz/gh/a.ari-web.xyz> thing costs me the most and on current money i cant\nafford good hardware, but maybe w support of the community i could get better resources for\nthe server and provide ppl w one of my goals -- free hosting, which i cant rlly do reliably\ncurrently\n\ncya :3",
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"description": "ari-web server update ( its up ! )",
"content": "**delay notice, shift of deadline** -- due to physical and mental health reasons i will b extending my deadline to 2023/11/27 or even longer, thanks for understanding\n\nits up !\n\ni have bought `62.171.174.136`, and honestly so far -- so much better than linode\n\nwill finish <https://ari-web.xyz/gh/a.ari-web.xyz> and itll b up, probs in the next 6 days\n\nthx",
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"title": "comparing hosting providers for server.ari-web.xyz",
"description": "comparing a few hosting providers for server.ari-web.xyz -- i decided to use contabo",
"content": "update for <https://blog.ari-web.xyz/b/notice-temporary-shutdown-serverariwebxyz/> : i will use contabo\n\nall money will b presented in euro, if its in dollars, will b converted to euro\n\n## scoring\n\nthe score is a number determining how good a service is for me, i assign arbitrary numbers\nto each point depending on my needs and quality of the provided feature, higher is better,\nnegative doesnt mean horrible, treat it as an infinite range rather than a solid score\nout of `n`, higher is better\n\n## providers that i considered\n\nkeep in mind, i looked into many ( and i mean MANY ) more providers,\nbut if i saw its too expensive i didnt even bother\n\n### [hetzner](https://www.hetzner.com/)\n\n- great performance +1.8\n- german based +0.5\n- people have reported facing issues with packet loss -1\n- great cost ( 4.51 cheapest ( 1 intel code, 2 gig ram, 20 gig storage, 20 tb traffic ), 6.37 good enough for me ( 2 intel cores, 4 gig ram, 40 gig storage, 20 tb traffic ) ) +1\n - price range 4.38 to 58.06\n- good reliability +0.85\n- extreme handling for pay, if u dont pay they might lock and erase ur server -1\n- people complained about support -0.5\n- they require id verification ( !! ) -2\n- bad customer support -0.1\n- 20 euro if they consider u a 'high risk' -1\n- control and monitoring -0.35\n - extreme handling of abuse reports\n- dictatorship-esque company model, shutdown with no notice -0.4\n- good security practices +0.8\n- good quality in the long term +1\n\noverall score : -1.4\n\n### [contabo](https://contabo.com/)\n\n- bad performance issues, esp with disk and network -1\n- great price +1.8\n - funny prices for add-ons tho, which r useless bc they can b achieved by doing it all urself\n - price range from 4.5 to 31.49\n- generous resources ( for example 8 gig ram, 50 gig nvme or 200 gig ssd and 32 tb traffic ( outgoing, incoming is any ) for just 4.5 euro ) +1.1\n- a lot of downtime, almost daily downtime of 10 mins to 4 hours -2\n- eco friendly +0.6\n- absolutely horrible customer support who dont know anything -0.3\n- unreliable due to maintenance, issues following it and sometimes servers get locked out, and with added horrible support -1.2\n- the company and their policy is described as a 'scam' -1\n- german standards +0.5\n- extremely strict treating of payment, just like dictatorship-esque company model w hetzner, but on meth -0.8\n- issues regarding packet and data loss -0.45\n- ootb ddos protection +0.5\n\noverall score : -2.25\n\n### [ovhcloud](https://www.ovhcloud.com/)\n\n- good price +0.4\n - from 5.39 euro to 34.29 euro\n- questionable hardware for the price -0.2\n - cheapest plan : 1 core, 2 gig ram, 40 gig nvme ssd, 250 mbps, ipv6 access, unlimited bandwidth\n- good uptime -- 99.9% +0.5\n- good performance +0.5\n- horrible support -0.2\n- ddos protection +0.5\n- bloat, but not as much as hostinger -0.3\n- horrible customer experience -0.8\n- common billing issues with no refund or support -1.5\n- europe based ( france ) +0.1\n\noverall score : -1\n\n### [alphavps](https://alphavps.com/)\n\n- fine price and good selection of plans +0.3\n - from 3.99 to 63.99\n- fine hardware for the price +0.3\n - for example 8 euro a month for 2 cores, 8 gig ram, 45 gb nvme ssd and 4 tb bandwidth\n- great performance +1\n- bad, or even non-existant ddos protection, false advertisement -0.5\n- good refund policy +0.5\n- small storage -1\n- europe based +0.5\n- overcharge on attacks instead of shutting down the server or notifying beforehand -0.3\n\ntotal score : 0.8\n\n### [netcup](https://netcup.eu/)\n\n- good deal for the hardware u get +0.8\n - price range is 3.25 to 44.67\n- a great ratio between cost and hardware +1\n - the cheapest plan, 3.25, has 2 cores, 2 gig ram, 40 gig ssd and 80 tb traffic\n- ddos protection +0.5\n- horrible network performance -1\n- overcharge you, dont let u terminate the contract -1\n- good uptime +0.3\n- reliable network and storage +0.3\n\ntotal score : 0.9\n\n### [ssdnodes](https://www.ssdnodes.com/)\n\n- extremely great cost for hardware +2\n- inflexible plans -0.5\n- great performance with some instability +0.9\n- questionable customer support -0.04\n- they dont support stuff like rdns -0.5\n\ntotal score : 1.86\n\n### [hostkey](https://hostkey.com/)\n\n- good prices for hardware +0.5\n - for 5 euro u can get 50 gig ssd, 4 cores, and 4 gig of ram\n- good customer support +0.22\n- stable and reliable +1\n- loads of plans, much flexibility +0.2\n- lack of specific storage options -0.5\n- europe based +0.5\n- frequent downtimes ( once a month ) -1\n\ntotal score : 0.92\n\n### other possible options\n\n- <https://hostbrr.com> -- seems extremely sketchy but the prices tho\n\n## considering\n\nwell, before i considered hetzner, although now its out of my list, here is the things\nim considering from least likely to use to most likely to use :\n\n1. alphavps -- good ratio for the hardware and price, high performance, although low hardware compared to smt like contabo and false advertisement\n2. contabo -- very cheap, great prices, even though the reviews r nothing but horror stories i talked to a couple of ppl who have used contabo srsly before and i think thts the one ill go for server.ari-web.xyz\n3. hostkey -- good prices, good customer support, although frequent downtimes, although tht might as well b the same horror stories as w contabo\n4. netcup -- good prices, but, people have pointed out how sketchy it seems and their resources dont compare to contabo\n5. hostbrr -- extremely sketchy, but attractive prices, i will do anything to avoid this, but i saw positive reviews",
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"title": "notice : temporary shutdown of server.ari-web.xyz",
"description": "i am switching from linode to hetzner for server.ari-web.xyz, expect outages from 2023/11/01 to 2023/11/29",
"content": "hello\n\n**notice** the server has been shut down at 2023/10/30\n\n**update 2023/11/02** i will use contabo, <https://blog.ari-web.xyz/b/comparing-hosting-providers-serverariwebxyz>\n\ncurrently <https://server.ari-web.xyz/> is hosted on linode and i pay 6.05 dollars ( w tax,\n5 dollars wout tax ) for the following resources :\n\n- 1 gig ram\n- 20 gig storage\n- 1 core\n- 25 gig storage\n\nand i host it in germany, frankfurt to b more specific\n\nand well, i think thts quite a bad deal, esp comparing to other providers, this is where\n<https://www.hetzner.com/cloud> comes in, i will get the 5.18 euro plan a month with these resources :\n\n- 2 cores ( amd )\n- 2 gig ram\n- 40 gig storage\n- 20 tb traffic\n- germany ( just as before )\n\nor maybe the 6.37 euro plan which has all the above with the following changes :\n\n- 2 cores ( intel this time )\n- 4 gig ram\n\nanother option i considered was <https://hosthatch.com/products> for 6 dollars a month with :\n\n- 2 cores ( amd )\n- 4 gig ram\n- 20 gig storage\n- 1 tb traffic\n\nand i think even though its an upgrade, i chose hetzner for these reasons :\n\n- its a germany-based company, so immediately european and german privacy laws come in place, which r great\n- its cheaper than hosthatch and provides competitive prices meaning good product of a small price\n- provides bare bones -- no bloat, just a server, do whatever u want w it\n- performance -- its known for its high performance and enterprise-level standards\n\nalthough ive heard hosthatch has following advantages :\n\n- more data center locations -- u can have more location options, but i rlly just need germany, nothing else\n- stability -- ive heard tht hosthatch is more stable in pricing and server\n- better customer support -- they respond faster\n\nand the shutdown of the server will happen anywhere from 2023/11/01 to 2023/11/03, the new server is expected\nto go up anywhere from 2023/11/17 to 2023/11/29, dont b surprised if some parts of ari-web ( most major being\ncomments and visitor count ) go down and dont go up for a couple of weeks\n\nenjoy the last few days of the old server til the new one comes up",
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"description": "me talking about the time i watched bluey with a friend, expressing my opinions on it and showing that bluey is a great show with a universally great experience",
"content": "bluey is an australian childrens series, and as most childrens series it targets mostly younger audience,\nalthough bluey somehow manages to transcend the age barrier and is entertaining for both younger and older\nage grps, a lot of the show is also very cute and nice, its very comforting to watch\n\na friend of mine watched the show before me, then he suggested to watch the show together, and i agreed,\nat the time both of us were on discord so we used tht to watch it, first day of watching we ended up in a\n10 hour voice chat and the funny part is tht we didnt even finish s1 because of how much we were pausing it\nand commenting on it and stuff, for us to watch one episode took like 20 rather than 7 mins, well ofc w\nan error margin, but it took way longer than just watching it\n\ni remember one day us watching bluey, or well, planing on watching it and it ended up w hair dye and\nmessing around til midnight instead of watching bluey lmfao, it was funny how off-track it went, although\nwe did squeeze some bluey in there\n\nover the time we watched the show, probably a period of a couple of weeks to a month, idrr, but it was nice, every\nseason we talked abt the seasons and opinions and i think my fav season is probably s2, thts where most stuff\nhappens and its just nice\n\nepisodes such as 'magic xylophone', 'rug island', 'daddy robot' and 'dance mode' ( i believe thts the episode w the\nyes / no toy ) stood out to me as the cutest episodes, the friend i watched bluey w has a whole list of episodes\nhe really liked and iirc rug island is one of his favs and i cant help but to agree w his opinion, very valid\ntake, *gifts u a brown marker wrapped in a leaf*\n\ni think bluey is also a great show for adults, some episodes explore deeper themes like miscarriage, like in the\nepisode 'the show' iirc, the exploding balloon is a metaphor for a miscarriage, which was confirmed even by the\ncreator of bluey, theres a bunch of theories and clues scattered all across the series, the episode of 'sleepytime'\nis also extremely notable, its soundtrack is great, the episode starts with an already pretty cute moment of\nchilli ( bingos and blueys mother ) saying 'i will always be here whenever u need me' to bingo, in response to\nto bingo saying 'i want to have a big girl sleep today and wake up in my own bed', i think the whole episode is\na metaphor for maturity, character growth and responsibilities which come with growing older, then the episode\nshifts to a dreamland where bingo is transported into space, the episode shows a lot of elements of family and\nofc goofy moments relating to them, for example when bingo and bluey, being in the same dreamland, are tormenting\nbandit, their father, thinking theyre walking on a planet, at the near end of bingos dream we get another metafor for\nmaturity and growth when she loses her toy in saturns rings, showing how shes letting go of her childhood and\nproceeding to grow into a 'big girl', she shows sadness at first, then acceptance, followed by happiness, then shes\ntransported near the sun, which is a representation of her mother, and bingo says --\n'i have to go now, i am a big girl now' which is so wholesome, the whole episode is great and it shows how both\nbingo and bluey are growing, they show the importance of growth and independence with age, now now theyre\ngrowing into 'big girls', if ur unsure abt watching bluey, id suggest watching sleepytime and deciding\nfor urself\n\npretty much every episode is a game of sort and it always managed to delve into deeper themes under the surface\nof a simple childrens game, they explode themes like empathy and family, sentiments very important to talk abt,\nesp when ur growing up as a kid\n\neach episode is like a lesson of sort teaching you abt life with cute moments, quality animation, acting and sound,\nbluey might not seem that interesting at first, but it grows on you very fast once u begin watching it, watching\nsuch show u find urself laughing, wondering or even holding back tears, if not shedding a couple\n\ntheres a lot i liked abt bluey -- storyline, sound track, animation quality, emotional voice acting ( keep in mind, done by kids ! ),\neven though its targeted at pre-schoolers, i found it very entertaining and honestly would watch it again if i had the time\nto do so, its a great show, and i hope the most recent leaks are correct and we will get a 20 minute special\n\nbluey signifies tht kids shows are no longer purely for the realm for kids,, a great show is universal in its appeal\nand bluey is a great example which reflects that,, so now after all above, id suggest hop on the train and watch bluey\nto see what it has to offer\n\n~~dont get traumatized by the intro~~\n\ncya, hope u try out bluey\n\nari",
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"description": "i had to remove domls 7 and 8 due to a request",
"content": "i had to remove domls 7 and 8 because i was requested to, i am writing this to notify\nthat it happened and thts all lol\n\ncya in doml 7 ig, back to the future \ud83d\ude80",
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"title": "happy 3 rd bday, ari-web",
"description": "celebrating 3 amazing yrs working on ari web, thank you for everything",
"content": "happy 3 rd birthday ppl, thank you so much for staying w me for 3 yrs already,\nits crazy how fast time flies, thank you so much for giving me a platform to express\nmyself and develop my open source profile\n\nmany things have changed since ive started this website, it all started from a simple\nblog and now im at the point where i have the infrastructure to automate blog posts, have\ncomments and even think abt helping other people develop their blogs to change this\nblogless world into what it was back then, i love blogs sm lol\n\nbut anyway, i just wanted to thank all of u for still visiting my website, reading my\ncontent and ofc the people who send me articles abt how trans women arent women\nand that climate change is actually a hoax developed by nazis or some shit xDDD\n\nalthough, 3 yrs in, from now on u can probably expect more changes :\n\n- this period of my life im trying to fuck around in lower level things and c more\n- this yr i wanna get fluent in assembly rather than just some fuckery\n- i barely, basically never do stuff w guis, i think 2024 will b the yr i try to do something\n- on top of that, ill have to get a job, meaning development of everything might slow down\n - although im going to try to balance everything out\n\nthank u for watching me grow and bringing my website from measly rants into what it is today,\ni sincerely thank all of you for being the people who mightve not directly influenced the\noutcome, but were together with me, this means a lot to me\n\ncya next time :)\n\n<https://files.ari-web.xyz/files/happy-3rd-bday.jpg>",
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"title": "fuck putin ( and his puppets ) (( once again ))",
"description": "putin and his puppets suck :clown:",
"content": "putins puppets r sending baltic schools threats of bombing and shit\nand its so annoying, i cant, how fucking clownish do u have to b to\ndo that lol\n\nits all so stupid, i cant believe people like him r in charge, politicians\nare the worst type of people, i cant, another 'old white man' moment, or\nliterally just a politician moment, just ugh\n\nputin mustve gotten that brain eating amoeba thing",
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"title": "leaking my windows 11 home key",
"description": "in this blog post im leaking my windows 11 home product key bc fuck microsoft and paying for an os that spies on u lol, the key came with my new laptop which i got around 3 months ago, anyway, i never used that key, i didnt even boot windows i dont think, i extracted the key from efivars and acpi tables linux filesystems, enjoy the key if u wanna use windows 11, but consider switching to linux or bsd :3, the key is JNGYX-KDD9G-CKB93-8FBJ8-9TPR8 btw",
"content": "**tldr** -- the key is `JNGYX-KDD9G-CKB93-8FBJ8-9TPR8` and im leaking it bc i dont use windows\n\nhi\n\ni got a new lappy like 3 months ago and i installed linux right away, although\nit did come with **[windows 11 home]** i think,\n( ref to <https://www.telia.lt/prekes/kompiuteriai/nesiojami/asus-vivobook-m1605-16-ryz5-8gb-512gb>, i got it there )\n\nanyway, all that aside, today i fucked around with my `/sys/firmware/efi/` and i thought\n'what if the original key was stored in efivars or acpi tables' and well, it was\n\nfirst thing i did was run this :\n\n cd /sys/firmware/efi/efivars/\n grep -rE '[A-HJ-NP-TV-Z2-9]{5}-[A-HJ-NP-TV-Z2-9]{5}-[A-HJ-NP-TV-Z2-9]{5}-[A-HJ-NP-TV-Z2-9]{5}'\n\nwhich searched for all windows keys, and it found 1, and in the found file there was\n`JNGYX-KDD9G-CKB93-8FBJ8-9TPR8`, then to verify, i decided to check acpi tables :\n\n su -c 'strings /sys/firmware/acpi/tables/MSDM`\n\nand it gave me the same key, so well, i wanted to leak it initially anyway, meaning i am doing it now\nas i can, enjoy this, as well, i dont use windows and never plan to use windows, idk why laptops\neven come with windows smh\n\ngbye :3\n\n( pls consider not using windows and using linux or bsd instead, but if u wanna use windows 11 home,\nhave my key, fuck paying for an os that spies on u lol )",
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"description": "exploring the standards of linux, gnu, posix, bsd and alternatives, expressing my opinions on a bunch of shit, showing some distributions and talking about linux in general, its all based off my opinion and personal exp so take stuff with a grain of salt, it does have a bit of standard, distro and code basing kinda lol, just me expressing my concerns abt it and stuff, opinions, anyway enjoy, cheers :3",
"content": "hi\n\ni wanna nerd abt linux if u want read if u dont then dont ty, easy simple, anyway,\nill literally b covering linux from a to z so like if u knnow linux alrd this probs wont b\ninteresting and u probs have ur opinions on gnu and whatnot, esp the start when im explaining\nbasics, this is all opinions and personal exp so like dont take anything i say to heart danke\n\nfirst topic lets get the basics -- linux,, linux isnt an operating system on its own,\nlinux is actually an open source kernel -- a collection of apis, drivers, standards and other stuff\nallowing to interface with the hardware via code, it handles anything hardware related and\nis basically the 2 nd lowest thing on ur computer -- first one being efi firmware, which handles\nhardware initialization, loading of bootloaders and general base settings -- like the\nspark plug of the computer\n\nbut u cant rlly use a kernel on its own as is, this is where gnu+linux comes in, first to explain what\ngnu even is :\n\ngnu is a non-profit organization founded by richard stallman in 1985 which aims to promote and develop\nfree and open source software ( foss ), it advocates for users' rights to study, run, modify, distribute\nand share pieces of software ( their code ), gnu has made a huge impact on the open source community by\ncreating open source license called [gpl](https://www.gnu.org/licenses/gpl-3.0.en.html), a foundation named [fsf](https://fsf.org) and many popular open source projects,\na famous example being gnu bash -- an extremely popular shell used in many linux distributions\n\nalthough gnu has their issues with for example code quality, from personal exp gnu standards, code\ncleanliness, optimization and structure tend to b all over the place, well the code quality does vary,\nbut still, overall from what ive seen -- gnu code sucks, ill give it to them that the finished product\nis an easily usable utility with a good high level user interface, but like the code behind the scenes\nis horrid lol\n\nmy concern is that with such code less and less people will want to contribute and as gnu is extremely\nimportant to the open src community its very scary to see it be like this lol, i tried to contribute to\ngnu bash, boy when i saw that styling, structure and shit i ran away far far screaming for my dear life lol,\ni mean its not the worst gnu code ive seen but goddamn\n\ngnu also tends to fuck the standards lol, it doesnt stick to the core of posix, it adds its own things and\nthat not only enforces users to write bad code but also can make software slower, like ill give an example -- bash,\nusers tend to use bash over posix sh and bash scripts arent posix meaning it just sucks overall, bash also\ntends to b slower than just pure posix as it has more features and weirder standards, it can all b done in a\nposix script _basically_ just as easy, there are some caveats, but generally stick to posix sh lol, bash\nmakes u use their standards and i at least see standards as very important things, for example posix as per compared\nto not as solid or wide-spread gnu standards\n\nbut not all hope is lost with gnu+linux, a lot of distributions tend to strip out a lot of control out of gnu,\ngnu can handle many things including :\n\n- [userland utilities](https://www.gnu.org/software/coreutils/)\n- [compiling code](https://gcc.gnu.org/)\n- [efi firmware](https://wiki.osdev.org/GNU-EFI)\n- [code debugging](https://www.gnu.org/software/gdb/)\n- [booting process](https://www.gnu.org/software/grub/)\n- [system initialization](https://www.gnu.org/software/shepherd/)\n- [package manager](https://guix.gnu.org/)\n- [... and much much more](https://www.gnu.org/software/software.html)\n\nmany distributions tend to use a couple of components of it, but at the end of the day its mainly users' choices,\ninstead of gnu coreutils u can use [busybox](https://www.busybox.net/)\ninstead of gnu gcc u can use [llvm clang](https://clang.llvm.org/),\ninstead of gnu-efi firmware u can use [tianocore](https://www.tianocore.org/),\ninstead of gdb u can use [lldb](https://lldb.llvm.org/),\ninstead of gnu grub u can use [systemd-boot](https://www.freedesktop.org/wiki/Software/systemd/systemd-boot/),\ninstead of shepherd u can use [openrc](https://github.com/OpenRC/openrc),\ninstead of gnu guix u can use [portage utilities](https://wiki.gentoo.org/wiki/Portage)\nand so on, theres alternatives to everything gnu and the alternatives that ive mentioned\nhave alternatives -- its linux, the choice is urs\n\ntl;dr my main criticisms for gnu are code quality, performance and their standards, which can not only b\nless weird but can also b solid, simpler and generally id say most people would say better -- try posix :3\n\nbut thats where bsd comes in, during [the unix wars](https://wikiless.tiekoetter.com/wiki/Unix_wars?lang=en)\nbsd and linux were rival competitors, at the end linux won, but bsd is still a great choice today\nif ur looking for simplicity, solid standardization, great licensing, freedom, choice, re-usability,\nrecreate-ability and general cleanliness, bsd is very so-to-say correct and does not go off the track\never, although as it lost the unix wars its much less popular and has less support for drivers ( hw support ),\ncommunity support might suck, breaking changes might still happen and bugs might b more common as maintaining\na project almost the size of linux with a community significantly is much harder, meaning also harder to\ncatch bugs and stuff, although because of bsd standards its much easier to fix and its probably not as bad\nif theres a bug in bsd if theres one in linux -- the bsd standards separate stuff more so if one part is going\nto fail theres 10 to back it up\n\ni personally prefer bsd standards, but i like linux, but thats where minimalist linux distros come in, heres\na few examples :\n\n- [crux](http://crux.nu/)\n- [gentoo](https://www.gentoo.org/)\n\nthese distributions are source-based meaning u can change p much anything,\nalthough in this case gentoo would b a worse choice than crux\n\nand another good example would b\n\n- [alpine](https://www.alpinelinux.org/)\n\nit limits gnu stuff enough while still being a binary-ship distro, like using busybox for coreutils and\n[musl](https://musl.libc.org/)\ninstead of [glibc](https://www.gnu.org/software/libc/)\n\n[void linux](https://voidlinux.org/) isnt the worst either tho, but id say a worse alternative compared to alpine\n\ngenerally id say gnu+linux is def important, but there should b a balance, and seeing how gnu treats their\nstandards, code quality and stuff id say minimize gnu\n\nbut yeah, enough abt gnu and stuff, even though its a huge part of linux, i wanna talk abt some linux distributions\nas ive mentioned before\n\nthe sheer amt of linux distributions is honestly beautiful, this just shows how much choice linux users have,\nhow versitile linux is and how generally amazing linux is, theres distros focused on perfromance and size ( alpine linux,\nvoid linux ), distros focused on user friendlyness ( [ubuntu](https://ubuntu.com/), [debian linux](https://debian.org/), [linux mint](https://linuxmint.com/) ),\ndistros focused on user freedom ( gentoo, crux ), distros made for phones ( [android](https://www.android.com/), [postmarketos](https://postmarketos.org/) ),\ndistros made for servers ( debian, [rocky linux](https://rockylinux.org/) )\nand so on, its very cool\n\nalthough this can lead to a lot of bullshit, for example a user-oriented linux distribution\n[garuda linux](https://wikiless.tiekoetter.com/wiki/Garuda_Linux?lang=en),\nin my honest opinion -- it was one of the worst ideas known in the linux history, i mean its my\nopinion, but i truely do believe in what im saying -- its extremly huge, its extremely bloated,\nits horribly stupid and generally its a horrid distro, it takes more resources to run garuda normally\nthan it takes to run windows, like how do u manage to fuck linux up this bad lol, i never liked that\ndistro and never will, im sry xD\n\ni feel stupid currently, i forgot what i rlly wanted to even say abt linux distros, but anyway yh,\nthats it ig xD, this is\n\nbut theres some other stuff like corporate involvement, code size and community stupidity sometimes,\nbut oh well, like linux could not survive without corporate involvement so yeah, code size is huge, 27 mil\nlines of code probs even more now, and thats excluding stuff like coreutils, and stupid community decisions\nlike introducing rust into the kernel, but ig if i use it i gotta live with it lol\n\nlinux can sure b amazing, but some stuff def annoys me abt it, anyway, i def advocate for bsd more than gnu+linux,\nor at least non-gnu linux, idk, its all opinions and preferences, dont take any this to heart\nim just saying xD\n\nanyway, thanks for listening to my 124ing and i shall no go back to not touching grass or something,\nidk, cya next time :3",
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"title": "omg pls stop",
"description": "dealing with ddos attacks and online harassment from some random idiots online ugh",
"content": "today i came back from school to see <https://server.ari-web.xyz/> ddosed, the visitor count\nwas dead and made HUGE, the server was laggy and in general being stupid, fuckton of errors, fuckton of anti-semitism\n( im not even jewish ),\ntransphobia, racism ( im white while ur calling me the n word bro ), etc,, its all so fucking stupid, do u rlly not\nhave anything else to do besides ddos an api written by a 15 yr old, anyway, its all fixed now, the server\nwas malfunctioning for say like from 2023/09/06 01:00 til 2023/09/06 10:00 GMT, so 9 hours, i am sorry it took me this long\nto notice that, but well, some people have to attend school lol\n\nanyway, i dont get any of this lol, its so stupid, if i have to ill implement harder measures to limit people even more,\nuntil then if i see another attack like this i wont handle it gently lol, i am tired of this bullshit being thrown at me\ndaily, i have a life, i have exams, i have tests and shit and if i have to i will shut down the server as a whole leaving\nthe static part in\n\nnow please stfu with ur ddosing shit and let me read and do my hw, i couldve been doing that if i\nhavent had to fix this lol\n\ndanke and fuck u for like the 3 rd time this yr lol, whoever u r anyway",
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"title": "blogging system rewrite ( again ) :3",
"description": "changes to the static site builder, api",
"content": "ye thats abt it lol, i have rewrote this blogs system so stuff might look diff,\nthe ui might change too, but as of now its p much the same\n\napi has changed though, so beware if ur using it ( but as far as i can see nobody is rlly using it )\n\n:3",
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"title": "how to install lineageos and root ur xiaomi redmi 8 phone using magisk without twrp + bypass of 7-day unlock wait time for mediatek devices",
"description": "how to insall and root ur phone ( xiomi 8 in this case ) using magisk and install lineageos too, p much it, it also has an exploit for mediatek devices to bypass the waiting time for unlocking, just a couple of commands and its unlocked, much better than the official method",
"content": "_( probably works with other redmis too, but ull have to change some shit with firmware and whatnot )_\n\ni recently rooted my phone and installed lineageos so making this guide i guess\n( huge credits to ducky, a person on the linux gang discord server, who has helped me a lot through all of this )\n\n**warning** this will void ur warranty and this worked for me, i cannot guarantee anything for ur device, make sure both magisk and lineageos support ur device\n\n- lineageos supported devices : <https://wiki.lineageos.org/devices/>\n- magisk supported devices : theres no such list, but if lineageos supports it ur probably good, although i would recommend asking ai, looking stuff up and / or consulting others for guidance\n\nrequirements :\n\n- at least 1 computer\n- windows ( **required** for unlocking the bootloader )\n- linux ( for everything else, although can b done on windows too, just easier on linux lol and as im a linux user this has more resources on that )\n- a xiaomi redmi 8 phone which is [supported by lineageos](https://wiki.lineageos.org/devices/Mi439/) ( this guide might work with other redmis, but u will have to make changes in firmware and stuff u download )\n\n( u might want to dualboot or spin up a vm if u have access to a singular computer )\n\n**by reading further u take full responsibility for anything that might happen to ur device and want to see the tutorial**\n\n## abstract\n\nthis tutorial walks through the process of enabling developer options on a redmi 8 device,\nunlocking the bootloader using the official mi unlock tool, then\nthrough the process of installing lineageos through recovery,\npatching the boot image using magisk and installing it so u can have a rooted lineageos system, i also\ncover the process of recovery in case of a failed installation\n\nthis guide is for redmi 8 mainly, although if ur using it as a resource for other redmis\nmake sure to change out redmi 8 specific parts like partition flashing, roms, etc\n\n## part one -- developer options\n\nfirst u will have to enable developer options before doing anything, u might\nhave to repeat this step multiple times during the process of this tutorial\n\n- to to settings\n- go to miui version\n- spam click til it says 'u are now a developer'\n\nnow :\n\n- go to settings home\n- go to additional settings\n- go to developer options\n- enable OEM unlocking\n- enable usb debugging\n\n## part two -- host machine setup\n\ni personally used linux for most of this process, but i did have to use windows on my stepfathers laptop\nfor unlocking the bootloader ( mentioned below ), stuff u will need is simple\n\n- `adb`\n- `fastboot`\n\nthese tools are usually available as `android-tools` in linux, for example\n[the arch linux android-tools package](https://archlinux.org/packages/extra/x86_64/android-tools/)\non windows u will probably also require a few usb drivers, although i dont rlly have a clue,\non my stepfathers windows 10 pc i had to install\n\n- the drivers from the mi unlock tool ( mentioned below ) by pressing 'install driver' button\n- https://www.xiaomidriversdownload.com/xiaomi-usb-drivers-official/\n\nthen had to reboot the laptop\n\nbut at this step, if ur on windows, ull have to figure out what drivers u need and how to install\n`fastboot` and `adb`, everything else should work for both linux and windows\n\n## part three -- bootloader unlocking prep\n\n### exploit for mediatek devices\n\n( edit @ 2023/09/07 )\n\nif u have a mediatek device, u can try out <https://github.com/bkerler/mtkclient#unlock-bootloader>,\nthis method was tested ( discovered ? ) by once again ducky ( who helped me do all of this android stuff\nin the first place ), and it works, b aware of <https://github.com/bkerler/mtkclient#unsupported-chipsets>\ntho\n\nusing this method has these advantages, top one being the most important :\n\n- **the 7-day unlock time is bypassed**\n- no need to remember ur mi acc password as ur not prompted with it\n- u can re-lock the device and keep ur warranty so they cant tell that it was ever flashed or unlocked\n- no need for a sim card, mobile data or a mi account\n\nand as per disadvantages, ill just leave this quote by ducky himself :\n\n> actually, if you're on a mediatek device, absolutely not, in fact, it's\n> objectively better AND easier than the official method\n>\n> just hold two buttons, plug the cable in, run a command, run another one\n> to reset the device, unpluig the cable, profit\n>\n> correction: two commands\n>\n> you still need to wipe data\n>\n> that's one command\n>\n> I was being extra safe and I backed up the seccfg partition\n>\n> but not needed\n\n### official method\n\nxiaomi devices come with a locked bootloader, meaning u have to unlock them,\nin our case we will use the official [mi unlock tool which u can download here](https://en.miui.com/unlock/download_en.html)\nwhich is only available on windows, i have tried everything else, including ( but not limited to ) fucking around\nwith adb and the unofficial mi unlock tool, but nothing worked, so its best u just get\na laptop with windows or maybe a vm with usb passthrough, maybe find some better solution that works\non linux ( or ur setup ), but idk\n\nafter downloading the tool, run it and log into ur account using ur password and phone number\n( password will be required later so make sure to note it or something, make sure to not make it very\ncomplex because the password will be required to type by hand later ), if u dont have one, make sure\nto make one\n\nthen connect ur phone to ur pc using a usb connection and make sure to allow usb debugging when\nit prompts u to enable it\n\nthen open settings -> additional settings -> developer options and\npress on 'mi unlock status' and then :\n\n- make sure u have a sim card inserted ( u have to keep it inserted always for it to unlock )\n- turn off wifi and enable mobile data\n- press add account and device\n\npress agree and follow the instructions\n\nthen u will have to wait a painful long while, at least a week if not longer,\nxiaomi **_really_** hates users who want to gain control of their device, it might be anywhere\nfrom a week to months, nobody knows, but all u have to do at this stage is\n\n- not log out of the mi unlock tool ( yes u can close it, but not log out, logging out resets everything )\n- wait\n- check on it semi-weekly ( like every 1.5-2 weeks or so )\n\n### how do u know that u are legible for unlocking ?\n\nwell, just repeat the process of running the tool, connecting and whatnot\nand one day u will see that the 'unlock' button will b available\n\n## part four -- bootloader unlocking\n\nnow, as u can unlock the bootloader, dont jump straight into it, make sure :\n\n- u know ur mi account password and it isnt so complex u cant type it by hand\n- u have all ur data backed up ( this step will erase all data )\n- u dont care about the warranty ( this step will void it )\n\nthen, if ur device is 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lineage-<...>.zip\n\nthe zip is the one u downloaded from the builds page\n\nif something fails, try to flash the stock rom first, which is covered in <#:recovery>,\nafter it is all done, proceed to boot into lineageos\n\n## part six -- magisk installation ( rooting )\n\n**this part might fail, if it does, just see <#:recovery>**\n\nin the extracted lineageos zip there is a `boot.img` file, save it on ur phone using `adb push boot.img /path/on/to/phones/storage` or anything else\nu prefer and install the [latest magisk app from their releases by downloading the apk](https://github.com/topjohnwu/Magisk/releases)\nthen open the magisk app, press install, check both 'patch vbmeta in boot image' and 'recovery mode'\ncheckboxes, press next, press select 'select and patch a file' or something, select the `boot.img`\nand patch it, after its done patching, transfer it back to ur computer using preferred method, i prefer\n`adb pull /path/on/to/phones/storage/magisk_patched-<...>.img .` personally\n\nnow fastboot ur phone again, making sure its still connected, then boot the patched image :\n\n fastboot boot magisk_patched-<...>.img\n\nthis boot into rooted lineageos, when it boots, go into the magisk app, press 'install' and select 'direct install',\nwhen it asks for superuser access, allow it, then itll install\n\nafter it installs, u are now free to reboot into ur rooted lineageos system\n\n## part seven -- verifying root\n\nnow, after u boot into ur rooted system, verify it, go into magisk and see the 'superuser' tab, if its grayed out,\nur phone isnt rooted, if u can access it, then it is rooted, even then, not counting that in, in the 'install section'\nit should show that u have magisk installed and should show u the version of magisk installed\n\nif it didnt root, maybe proceed to repeat the rooting step or seek community support\n\nand if it did, ur done, enjoy ur new rooted lineageos system :)\n\n## recovery\n\nif lineageos is working, but u borked ur boot 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"content": "hi, i uh, basically i eat this thing whenever i feel like it and it always turns out nice,\nthis recipe is for 9 quite big dumplings, which is basically around 3 servings of 3 :3\nalthough this is very filling\n\n# ingredients\n\n- filling\n - 100 g of small spinach\n - 2-4 pieces of garlic\n - 1 yellow chilli pepper\n - half a teaspoon of turmeric\n - white part of a leek\n - 1 medium carrot\n - 100 g of firm tofu\n - 30 ml of soya sauce\n - 30 ml of lemon juice\n - 20 g of sesame seeds\n - pinch of salt\n - olive oil\n- dough\n - half a teaspoon of ( freshly ) ground pepper\n - pinch of salt\n - 200 g of flour\n - water\n- baking\n - olive oil\n - tablespoon of soya sauce\n - 1 cup of water\n- serving\n - sweet chilli sauce\n\n# making it\n\n## filling\n\n1. grease your pan with olive oil\n2. put your sesame seeds and turmeric in it\n3. chop garlic and the yellow chilli pepper, mash them together\n4. put mashed up garlic and chilli pepper into the pan\n5. chop up the white part of the leek and put it into the pan\n6. grate the carrot and also put that into the pan\n7. wash and chop your spinach, put it into the pan\n8. take your tofu and crumble it with your hands, put it into the pan\n9. pour in your lemon juice and soya sauce on top of everything\n10. add a pinch of salt\n\ncook everything til everything releases its juices and stops boiling in its own juices, doesnt\nmean the end result has to be dry, it just has to stop boiling, make sure to mix\n\n## dough\n\n1. in a bowl pour in your flour, salt and pepper\n2. mix everything uup\n3. pour water slowly while mixing until it begins forming a dough\n4. begin kneading your dough til it becomes smooth ( might need to add more water or flour in this step )\n\nthe end result should leave you with a barely sticky dough which isnt too hard to form\n\n## making dumplings\n\n1. get a plate ready and coat it in flour\n2. from the dough you have, form wrappers using your hands or tools\n3. fill it with filling and close up the wrapper\n\nrepeat this process til you run out of filling\n\n# baking it\n\n1. take your dumplings and transfer them to an olive oil greased tray\n2. cook your dumplings in a 200 celsius temp until the wrappers begin setting up\n3. pull out your dumplings and let them sit til you proceed with other steps\n4. in a cup of water pour in a tablespoon of soya sauce and mix\n5. grease a pan and put your dumplings in it, put on the lid and let them cook for around 3 minutes\n6. after that pour in like 30 ml of the soya sauce and water into the pan and close the lid right after\n7. let it steam until it stops\n8. open the lid and unstick all dumplings from the bottom of the pan ( say sauce residue will make it stick probably )\n9. let it cook for 5-7 minutes\n10. place them on a plate\n\nkeep in mind that the cooking time depends on the size of the dumplings, keep\nan eye, smaller dumplings will require less time\n\n# serving\n\ni prefer to eat it with chilli sauce so i suggest you try it :)\n\nenjoy\n\n# nutritional value\n\n- calories per serving 421\n- fat 8.1 g / 10%\n - saturated fat 1.3 g / 7%\n- cholesterol 0 mg / 0%\n- sodium 765 mg / 33%\n- carbohydrate 73.3 g / 27%\n - dietary fibre 5.4 g / 19%\n - total sugars 7.3 g\n- protein 14.7 g\n- vitamin d 0 mcg / 0%\n- calcium 203 mg / 16%\n- iron 6 mg / 35%\n- potassium 492 mg / 10%\n",
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"content": "this was supposed to be posted on july 13 th of 2023, but i didnt have a computer then, anyway\ni just wanted to say thank you for staying with me for whole 1000 days and honestly 1000 days is\nquite a bit, although at this point its sad how little i work on this at this point, but its\nfun anyways, people visit this, see stuff, use it as a resource sometimes, i also get a place\nto express myself and write abt random shit some ppl might find interesting, helps me get though\ntough times and overall its a good time being here, writing, working on the website, building\nmyself a home on the wide world of web\n\nthis whole thing brings me such big nostalgia, i see my first blog posts from original ari-web,\ni see myself grow, i am very thankful for all of you, thank you a lot for being with myself for\na whole 1000 days !!\n",
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"content": "\ud83e\udd9e crab\n\nsorry for not updating yall for this long, i just dont have the energy to do anything lol\n\nanyway, stuff that happened throughout the month+ that i havent written about my boring life lol,\n\nmost major thing what happened -- gave eating disorder recovery a try, as ive mentioned before, i\nstruggle with anorexia, so i tried recovery, uh, that didnt go well, i tried at 05/28 and gave up\nat 06/10, i had no energy, i felt like shit physically and mentally, genuinely piss, i hated every\nsecond of it lol, it was torture, im basically stuck in it even though it doesnt bring me any\njoy anymore, i mean its a 24/7 coping mechanism that keeps me from going insane lol, once i started\nrecovery i had 2 friends who rlly helped, but its not enough as bad as it sounds, i need medicine or\nsomething, i dont want to go to a lithuanian mental health hospital, its hell there with anorexia,\nthey feed u 2000 kcal shakes, through tubes if needed, mentally they do shit and overall its just\nhorrible from what ive heard lol, overall it sucks, but oh well, back to anorexia i guess\n\nanother major thing happened -- end of academic yr; at the end we had a shitload of tests, i felt\noverwhelmed and not good, did cry abt it ( skill issue frfr ), next yr ill be a 10 th grader, which\nmeans i had to pick an annual project to work on for school, subject i picked was psychology, more\nabt it in the future probably, its basically going to be a study of emotional health in the\nschool\n\nat around the same time the annual city event was happening, i hated it too, i feel like shit\nafter shit like that lol\n\nat the end of the academic yr, like last 2 ( ? ) weeks we had practical study days where we\njust do shit and as i picked biology and chem ( joined ) i did that --\n\n- first day was going to the water cleaning centre or whatever in my city in hot sun, which was fun ig\n- second day ( which in the first half i wasnt in ) was me going to another water cleaning thing 8 km\n away from the city\n- third day was work from home, took like 10-20 mins iirc it was just some chem thing, at the time\n the recovery shit was hitting me hard and i had so little energy i just wanted to get rid of my organs\n so i wouldnt waste my last energy on that as weird as it sounds\n- fourth day was us going to the baltic sea, i hated that day the most, felt like shit, didnt want to be there\n and overall i hated it, never again, i just ew, bad, no, gross, vomit inducing even\n- day five was my favourite, it was like 1 min work -- \"create a math problem related to bio+chem PSD\", so i did lol\n\noverall it was ew\n\nat 06/09-10 i worked on painting my laptop lol, its basically a space fight between linux, windows and macos\nand linux is winning, best i can describe it in text i guess and am not motivated enough to photograph it rn,\nmaybe some other day but not now lol, i painted it with acrylic paint and did the sketch with a white pencil,\ni like it i guess\n\nnext days werent rlly eventful, it was random school shit and i did nothing as i was a dysfunctional\nvegetable, still am but getting better, then the summer break started, which is when a friend forced me\nout to a concert lol, wont elaborate further\n\nhonestly id write more, but i just dont care enough to, i dont have the energy, brain power or anything to\ncontinue ranting abt my boring ass life, goodnight",
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"content": "today i was talking to people about trans stuff as i am trans myself, it all\nstarted by me talking to one of my friends about it bc she wanted to so yh, we did,\nand i thought it might be interesting to share\n\nso, the topics will include :\n\n- suicide\n- gender dysphoria\n- other social issues\n- transitioning\n- medicine\n- discrimination\n- harsh reality of being trans\n\nkeep in mind, i am no professional or anything, ill just be talking from my personal\nexp, other trans ppl i met exp and publically available statistics, and obv not talking\nfor every trans person\n\nso, i feel like its an undeniable fact that being trans isnt just roses, tulips, cakes\nwith cherries on top and strawberry scented perfume, its a constant fight for your rights,\nquestioning, discrimination, genocide and suicide\n\ntrans people are very suicidal, and do u rlly think its a coincidence,\n[the statistics speak for themselves](https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/32345113/)\nand its only proven by the fact that terms like\n[transgender suicide](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Transgender_genocide)\nexist, not only that, theres many other publically available statistics that just\nprove my fucking point, no matter how much i fucking say it, like\n[worse healthcare and more addiction, mental illness, etc ( w : statistic from 2015 but i doubt much has changed )](https://www.amsa.org/action-committee/gender-and-sexuality/transgender-health/)\ni could go on and on about statistics, but these are just few things out of like a billion\nthings why being trans sucks, which also should be enough proof for transphobes that being\ntrans is in fact, not a choice\n\ncontinuing the saga, being trans alone is literally close to fucking impossible,\nbeing individualistic is hard bc of discrimination, how the world treats you and so on,\nsuicide rates are high as mentioned, meaning having someone is def needed, getting\nproper trans care is hard, waitlists are long ( 1-3 yrs from what ive searched )\neven then its not guaranteed to be good healthcare, people wait for yrs to get it\nand people die in the process due to usually, well, mentioned suicide, even if u\nmanage to wait it out, ull have to do it again, and again, and again, it never stops,\nthe system is built to kill and torment trans people\n\ni also feel like a 'diagnosis' for gender dysphoria is complete and utter bullshit, i mean\nwhy do i have to prove if im 'trans enough' to transition, do cis people have to prove theyre\n'cis enough' to get hormones, for example cis men getting TRT, they can just go to their\ngeneral practitioner and get it, but oh if a trans person needs it they have to go through\nmultiple psychologists and psychiatrists, get on multiple large wait time waitlists, try to\nget a prescription, lie, face many troubles just to do the same thing cis people can get done\nin a couple of days lol, it feels like this is just an extra step and an excuse for trans\ngenocide, this also enforces an idea of 'transgender = mental illness' bc you have to\nget a diagnosis to be 'medically' trans\n\nin the mean time we can only continue fighting, expressing ourselves, protesting,\ntalk to people, educate them, share\nour experiences, call out, poke fun and just show how ridiculous this transphobia rooted system\nis, how fucked up and deranged it is, hopefully more people understand it and accept it instead\nof being trans seen as a shameful thing people should be killed for, we, as trans people,\nhave to work as a community if we want greater good for us ( current generation of trans\npeople ) and future generations of trans people and thankfully we realised this way before\nand are working towards, so if youre trans or an ally, dont be quiet, educate, support,\ndo something about it,\ndont stick to an individualistic mindset of 'what will this do *to me, and only me specifically*',\nthink about what will it achieve for the whole community rather than you specifically\n\nand for future generations of transgender people, you are 'trans enough' even if that exists\n\nand as per my personal exp, its not good either, i mean its gotten better over the yrs and\nlithuania is moving forward, but its very far from perfect and its still a very anti-lgbt\ncountry which has a lot of room to improve, not even related to lgbt stuff, in general, lithuania\nis piss, online i still get quite a bit of transphobia and many people like to use the fact\nthat im trans to make me look bad, which is extremely stupid, but oh well, what can u\nexpect from transphobes right lmao,,\n\nanyway, the final message id like to leave before going is : let go of your self-centered mindset\nand work towards the greater good of the entire transgender community, including yourself,\ndont remain in the shadows of ignorance, instead, raise your voice and fight for equal rights until\nwe are all treated as human beings once again\n",
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if he doesnt act on it or anything its fine ? right ????\n\ni uh, yeah, uh, he acts on it \ud83d\udc4d obv not as bad ( actually idk, idk what he does in his free time lmao )\nas andrew tate ( bc that would be illegal ), but def makes weird comments publically, for example in politics class\nwe had like a lesson abt womens rights, he literally laughed at it, and not like its the only time, he did it\nmultiple times, although i cant fully recall it, i def remember politics class, two incidents, 2 nd was abt abortion\nrights where he once again laughed at it\n\nalso one more weird thing, i cant recall if it was before the womens rights incident or after, but basically, in english\nclass, him together with his friends were making fun of me being lgbt lol, like im fairly 'lgbt looking' irl and\nclass knows i think lol, although i never said it directly, anyway, as ive mentioned it was english class at the time\nand when they made fun of me english teacher got so man, like yeah, i get it, but omg i literally almost started\nshaking, i got red and embarrassed, confused even, it was such a painful situation, like yes, im grateful for it,\nbut oh god, i even asked 'what happened huh what huh' and she just shut me lol, i feel sorry for them,, but i mean,,,,,,\ni,, i dont think i do ? 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"content": "hello world,\n\ni will redact the name of the [company]s name as i dont want people\nto go probe their product, anyway, the company is worth quite a bit ( in the multi milions )\nfro what ive searched so that makes me feel even cooler\n\nbasically, im 15, i used to lie abt my age that im 16 but yeah, im 15, i found\na bug in the [company]s product and i got a reply, we chatted for a short while\nand basically at the end i got this response\n\n> Hello,\n>\n> Thanks for your reply. Dev was aware of this issue, but fixing it wasn't a priority, yet. We've been growing so more and more people will try to find ways to misuse our service.\n>\n> We don't have a bug bounty program, but our founder would like to give you $100 for your effort.\n>\n> Do you have a PayPal account we can send that to?\n>\n> Thanks again!\n> [name]\n\nwhich made me feel accomplished kinda, i mean i cant accept it as im 15 and yall already\nknow how good, amazing, lovely, loving, non abusive, great, perfect, super my relationship\nis with my mother ( which is the only person which i can borrow a credit card from as i dont\nhave my own ) and the devs already knew the issue so not like i can accept it anyway\nwithout feeling bad, so yeah, its fine\n\ni just wanted to share bc this is one of those moments that made me feel accomplished in\nsomething lol, its nothing huge, i mean im happy i was able to report it and that they decided\nim worth 100 dollars lol, but yeah, just a cool thing i did and i dont think many 15 year olds\nhave done it, anyway, i just responded with :\n\n> oh, woah, i feel accomplished,\n>\n> im 15 so i cant rlly even have a paypal account, my mother and i dont have the best relationship either so i dont rlly even have an alternative, so yeah, its okay, devs were aware of it anyway\n>\n> thanks for the offer a lot and this will def go into my memory book, thank you for making me a cool 15 yo developer lmfao\n>\n> have a great day, [name],\n> thank u for dealing with my informality, i hope i at least could\n> help a little bit <3\n\nso ye, a cool moment in my life ig, lovely\n\ncya :)\n",
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"content": "hi\n\nim fucking exhausted from today, i mean not that it was physical or anything, its\nliteral saturday and ive been just too depressed to get out of bed, although a thing made\nit much worse and almost pushed me into a panic attack\n\nbasically a friend of mine has been threatening to contact a person i like a lot recently,\nlike sure, thats fine, idc, but she always makes it seem so creepy, like she wants to make me\nlook like a stalker, but especially today, she wrote a love letter and threatened me to send it,\ni begged that she wouldnt and yeah, then she actually sent it and said it had my name on it\nand i believed it as the original one had my name in it and all, she already threatened me to do it,\nshe threatened other times to contact him for me ( like one time, which also sounded so creepy\nwas when she wanted to *'scare'* him into talking to me, like imagine how creepy that would be ) ...\ni went full panic mode, first depression came but then my anxiety and anger took over, i told her\nto go fuck herself ( including the rest of the people who saw this happen ) and went away to try to cope,\nmusic never helps so i scrapped that, then i went to hit my head, that just made me nauseous, then\ni looked for more coping mechanisms but i was too tense to be able to look at everything at detail,\ni was pulling my hair to release some tension, but yeah, guess what she did next, she fucking told me\nshe didnt do it and put her name instead, like omfg, did she just want to play with my feelings\nor something, play with me like a toy, im very sensitive and i told everyone that multiple times,\nshe knows how i reacted to other of her attempts, etc. i felt horrible and even more anger took me\nover but at that point ( even though it was only like 10 mins ) i was too tired to scream, then\nmore depression and remorse came over me so i apologized\n\n( for context i always magically feel like shit in history lessons ) this friday ( aka yesterday )\ni had history, like always i felt a bit poo but its fine, nothing unusual, the lesson went as usual,\nthe subject we went over went ok, next lesson ( i had 2 histories in a row ) we had to do some tasks,\nsure, i started doing them, i did almost all of them but he ( being my history teacher ) kept talking\nabout some map, like i knew what map but he gave us some task, i was confused, i asked him what the task\nit, instead of telling me like a normal person, he begun shouting, he took a classmates work and shoved\nit in my face, shouting how 'i was supposed to do this' like wtf am i supposed to get out of a\ncoloured map, then he told me, we were meat to colour parts of the map ... THAT WERE ALREADY FUCKING\nCOLOURED OMFG, after that, when i was hurrying to do it as i was embarrassed and hurt already he told\nmy friend, which was sitting next to me, to give me her work or smt, at this point i was feeling horrible,\nbut oh well, i refused and i told him to stop being like this, 'its fine, i didnt ask for it, stop, please\nstop' trying to make his ass stop bc i felt tears coming in, he did stop, good, after that i asked her\nfor her work so i could do it quicker anyway as i felt shit enough already from history and now the teacher\nwith added embarrassment, the lesson ended, i walked out of the school feeling like garbage, its fine\nthough\n\nthen, on thursday, we had religion class, the whole day they were taking stuff from a person, shes\nkinda quarter friend, but that day it pissed me off, she kept talking and talking abt it, we also\ntalked more than usual that day, etc. and it annoyed me, so basically, in religion class the friend\ndidnt have her phone, i had a chance to take the phone from the person who stole it ( bc omg i found\nit so fucking annoying ) so i took the chance, i walked up and tried to take her phone from him ( the\nperson who stole it ), i failed but oh well, went back to my seat, after that the most annoying motherfucker\nout there, i wont say his name but lets call him p ( so him, p, etc. dont mix ), p decided to make a comment\nhow i need a psychiatrist and even 'offering' to take me there, i just replied that i already have one\n( as i do ), i said 'yeah ? to g, shes a fucking bitch' i said ( assume g is my psychiatrist ),\nthen there, as a classmate who has the same name as g said 'im not ur psychiatrist' and i said something\nalong the lines of 'cool, shes kinda a bitch, yalls personality kinda resembles', like i dont like g ( the classmate )\noverall, but i can bare her, she pissed me off so i just said how it is, anyway, that was a fucking\nmistake and in conclusion to this day, i need to mind my own business and stop getting annoyed when the\nsame fucking person talks about the same thing over and over again lol, i have a bad habit of taking action\ninto my own hands if it bothers me, anyway\n\non tuesday and wednesday as far as i remember nothing much happened and same for monday as once again i just\nspent my day in bed, depressed, as i didnt have school\n\nmoving a week forward, on wednesday, omg, once again, the music teacher being an annoying bitch,\nshe has a habit of being entitled and being sure she did something when for a fact she didnt, like\none time she said she definitely told us to learn parts of mass ( as in christian mass ) as a music\ngenre, sanctus or whatnot, when she fucking didnt, she didnt, nobody knew that and the max grade was 9\nlmao ( we use 1-10 here ), now this time, once again during a test, we only had listened to 10 songs\nbut she gave us a test from 20, although this time she was a bit more sane and gave us time to listen\nto the songs we need and told us that we can write next week, but she still insisted she told us and that\nwe listened to every song, when in fact we only had listened to 10 of them, oh well, next week we wrote it\nand it went ok, i got a 9, possibly bc i mistook song #11, but i dont know, well see next week\n\nnow, some misc things that happened and i dont remember when\n\n- some day school psychologist made a microsoft teams group ( as were forced to use that piece of shit )\n with a few mentally unstable people in school, including me, in a month were having days where we have no school\n but we do practice work and stuff, so she suggested for us, unstable people, to join, actually i might lol,\n all other lessons sound like shit and i dont want to work that hard during those days, psychology will be like\n self discovery and stuff, i found that funny how in a school of like 420 or smt people i was added there,\n- i finished reading 1984, i enjoyed it, i presented it and this week i gave my work to the teacher to\n rate and stuff, well see how it turns out, hoping its fine\n- i havent done serious code in a while so thinking about developing something, maybe a package manager ( maybe\n even some linux distro from scratch ), maybe a programming language or smt, i kinda want to work on something\n bc i feel like im losing motivation lol and idk\n- i have *a lot* of tests coming up, like almost 2 weeks straight of tests lol, horrible, im terrified,\n i had such thing before already, i did horribly, i got such bad grades from all of them because i was overwhelmed\n by so many tests, this will probably be the same, lovely\n- i dropped my daily calorie intake, wont give any numbers, but my body isnt taking it well, i mean it was\n small before, but its even smaller, am not able to maintain it that good, like i dont go over the limit\n but i feel worse, like today i stood up and just fell to the ground like a bag of bones\n- overall, im losing my life more and more, i quit therapy and stuff ( ive talked about it before ),\n so im just there losing my last hope lol, oh well, too bad\n\nanyway, hope this wasnt too painful to read, for fun me and my friends read some fanfics and omg theyre\nso badly written i cant, hope u dont have the same exp here, til next time\n",
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"content": "## warning : this post includes spoilers !!\n### ( if u want my work, im happy to share it, although its in lithuanian, email me : [[email protected]](mailto:[email protected]) )\n\ni just finished reading 1984 as i needed to pick a book to read for school\nand i already wanted to read it so yeah, i found a lithuanian translation and\nit was honestly extremely good\n\nbasically of a summery of my work\n\n> Throughout their diary entries, the reader provides a comprehensive and engaging account\n> of their journey through \"1984\" by George Orwell. The reader discusses each chapter\n> or section of the book that they have read, summarizing the events and themes\n> covered and providing their own thoughts and insights.\n>\n> The reader notes the pervasive and extreme methods of control used by the Party,\n> including censorship, propaganda, and surveillance, which are designed to maintain complete\n> obedience and conformity among the population. The reader also describes how Winston's character\n> is subjected to torture, brainwashing, and degradation, leading to his ultimate subjugation and submission to the Party.\n>\n> The reader expresses their admiration for the book's writing style, which\n> they describe as engaging, well-crafted, and emotionally resonant. The reader notes\n> that some parts of the story are difficult to read due to their disturbing and emotionally\n> intense nature, but also acknowledges the book's ability to\n> provoke strong emotional reactions and convey important messages about power, control, and individual freedom.\n>\n> In addition, the reader provides an in-depth analysis of various themes and motifs in the book, such as the nature of truth,\n> the power of language and thought, and the dangers of authoritarianism. The reader also reflects on their\n> own experiences and emotions while reading the book, offering a personal and vulnerable perspective on the story.\n>\n> In the end, the reader gives the book a rating of 11/10 and highly recommends it to others. The reader's diary entries are a\n> thoughtful, nuanced, and comprehensive analysis of \"1984\" and its themes, while also conveying the emotional\n> impact of the story on the reader.\n\nbasically, i found book very interesting, the beginning and middle were very fun to read, but\nthe end was scary, basically, even though i didnt have much to say, i liked it, it showed how winston\nchanges over time and stuff, how winston gets so brainwashed into submission by the party into loving\nbig brother, how he falls into submission that 2 + 2 can be anything, how he and jualia betrayed\none another and what at first seemed fluffy love with a cliche storyline, it ended in a heartbreaking\nstop to their relationship and then the death of winston with his brainwashed and crushed personality\nafter a lot of torture and jailing\n\nits a very engaging story with an interesting storyline, ive only read one good ( but not as good )\nbook, white shroud ( baltoji drobul\u0117 ) by antanas \u0161k\u0117ma, both had a very nice story line and i really\nenjoyed reading them, both of them showed strong emotion which i really liked, characters faced trouble\nin life but somehow managed and overall they were good books\n\nwhile reading 1984 i made this blog post -- <https://blog.ari-web.xyz/b/corporate-marionettes/> and\n1984 was an inspiration for me even though i already used that term before ive read it, thats why\n1984 still stands to this day, in the age where companies get a monopoly on peoples data and algorithms\nso good to keep u on there its like the party shoving u into its ideologistic system, which many people\nare brainwashed, like winston at the end, to not resist and follow their trails without saying a word\n\none of the most striking parts for me is how much impact totalitarianism makes to a human mind, winston\nwas healthy and was correct, party should be overthrown and is not stable, it is an oppressive mess\nbuilt on hate and discrimination, but then they turned him into a weak bag of bones which was easily\nforced into submission and their ideology, they turned him into a toy without any will or identity\n\nto conclude, i think anyone interested in power, control, truth and individual freedom should read it, its\na lovely and interesting book and i think a lot of people would enjoy it\n\nhave a nice day, hopefully i peaked your interest a bit :)\n",
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"content": "omfg at this point i have to say something, its pissing me off how much transphobia is affecting me and\nother trans people recently, as a trans person, MTF, i get quite a lot of hate just from being trans,\nwhether its online in trolling, bullying form or irl bullying, other forms discrimination and so on, i\nfucking hate how the world is currently, so let me talk about it\n\nfirst up, let me define what transphobia is, transphobia is defined as follows :\n\n> Transphobia is a type of discrimination or prejudice against transgender\n> or gender non-conforming individuals. It can take many forms, including verbal\n> or physical abuse, exclusion from social or professional opportunities, or denial\n> of basic human rights. Transphobia is based on a lack of understanding or acceptance\n> of gender identity that does not conform to traditional binary notions\n> of male and female. It can have serious negative effects on the mental health and\n> well-being of trans individuals, leading to depression, anxiety, and even suicide.\n\nbut i call it 'the feeling that makes me feel shit at every moment of my life and any\ncomments can set it off, although im too much of a pussy to say anything about it bc i am a useless\nanti-social idiot on top of that i get treated like dog shit except that at least gets picked up :)'\n\nthe current state of trans people as a group is bad, everything is going to shit and it seems like\neveryone is going after us for everything, ive met so many transphobes in the recent times and tbh\nim scared to say anything about it, like i want to, but i cant, my brain isnt letting me, im\nscared and i cant do anything about it, like tranphobes made me think that standing by my own points\nis bad and should not be done but instead you should suffer in silence and say nothing abt it,\nwhich is total fucking bullshit, i am so fucking done with all of this i cant, i want to be able to,\nbut its just fucking impossible, my brain has that engraved and i hate it, i feel like a trapped rat\nin their prison of bigotism and discrimination, at this point if a person finds out im trans and they\ncomment about it i feel the need to be sorry about my identity and say 'im sorry that im trans, you\nprobably think im gross and shit, sorry' or something along the lines of that, it feels like\nwe, as a group of people are being forced into some sort of modern hitler-esc ideology where the world\nis monogamous and anything else than that should be made extinct\n\nnone of this is pretty or good, i might say its 'fine' when youre being directly transphobic to my face\nbut its really not and behind your back im not happy with any of what uve said or done, i use laughing\n( even online ) to deflect tension, i hate it, why do yall feel like we have to fit into your fucking\nclosed off box of little one-braincell ideology, fuck this shit and fuck you for doing all the shit you\ndo to make our lives as painful as you can, your complaining about how its 'unnatural, gross, ungodly,\nbad, cringe, stupid, confusing' and etc. is so fucking annoying, we already are a very small group with\nvery little rights and on top of that yall overpower us with like 2387678296789326% of the population going\nafter us, like come fucking on, get a life and stop being a plain fucking asshole, im so sorry for using\nsuch stupid language but i am so fucking mad at so many people and theres nothing i can really do than\ncomplain about how shitty their behaviour is\n\none of the [situations](https://user.ari-web.xyz/#89) that triggered me to write this is mrbeast situation about the 'karl effect' or\nsome shit, god i see transphobes cling onto that so much on the internet now, its painful to even watch,\nits gross, this is nothing than pure homophobia and transphobia\n\nanother situation is me actually facing anti-lgbt stuff both irl and online today, wont get into\ndetail bc i dont want to\n\nand what do u know, [texas loves this shit too](https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2023/apr/25/texas-agriculture-department-dress-memo-sid-miller)\n'consistent to their biological gender' my ass, my brain hurts from the stupidity of transphobes,\ntheir hitler-like ideology, stupid fucking idiocy which keeps bothering me\n\nthis isnt just a US issue either, this is very relevant is every country and continent, for example, even in\neurope, which id consider fairly developed, this is a large issue, we still face issues with healthcare ( actually\nA LOT of issues ), employment, education, and housing, this is especially visible in like poland and hungary where\nits like built in lmao, lets not forget to mention my homeland of lithuania, being any type of lgbt anywhere\noutside capital city of vilnius is terrible, i face a lot of anti-lgbt comments, bullying ( to the point of physical\nharassment ) and so on, everywhere and anywhere i go, i even get spit 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"content": "i unironically use 'corporate marionette' to describe people who are sheep\nto companies, usually in context of digital privacy, which is becoming a more and more\nconcerning issue and worst part, nor people in power nor general public isnt doing anything\nabt it, its genuinely sad to see how brainwashed people are and how much they dont give\na fuck about it, not understanding ( actually not even wanting to understand ) how big\nof an issue this is and how theyre basically marionettes for companies\n\nin this post 'corporate marionette' will be referring to the more specific digital\ncorporate marionette and not general corporate marionette, although there might be\nmentions of both types, the primary audience of this post are people who're ( if i say\nwhore, i dont mean whore, i mean who're ) interested in digital corporate marionettes\nand people who are willing to learn more about it and are stuck in the corporate marionette\necosystem :)\n\nbefore reading this, please keep in mind that i talk a lot about proprietary stuff, as that tends\nto be more evil than open source, but keep in mind open source companies can still be creepy and weird\n\nlets start off with the issue itself -- at a high level this is purely a digital privacy issue,\nbut under it, we have more issues, including addiction, bad education, other mental health problems\nand ignorance, sometimes even if youre aware its hard to make the switch without dropping\nhalf your life down the drain, todays society is focused on being a corporate marionette, once\nagain due to the same issues\n\nwe already broke the problem down, so lets address some of the issues one by one,\n\nfirst -- **addiction**, many people, probably including me ( although im unsure ), are addicted\nto technology, they get hooked on the dopamine rush they get from various medias online,\nlets say youtube has videos and shorts, instagram posts and reels ( although ive never heard anyone\nuse them srsly ), tiktok is purely an addiction machine, twitter has a very good algorithm\nthat runs on rage ( yk the feeling when someone says something obv wrong and you correct it\nand yall keep talking abt it and none of you wants to give up ? )\nand so on, every big service runs on addiction and data collection, all are algorithm-ised,\npeople keep going down the addiction hole and companies keep mass mining their data and its just\nan infinite cycle of addiction and violating your freedom, privacy and so on until youre so deep down\nthe addiction hole you have no escape\n\n**bad education** about digital privacy and general IT is also a huge problem, digital privacy is\nbecoming more and more relevant as the new world is becoming more and more digital, companies\nget access to so much of our lives now its crazy, it sometimes feels like you can survive purely\nin that world and be just fine, almost every service has gone digital, from registering medical\napts to shopping, from entertainment to communication and so on, people arent aware of how much\ndata companies get and how much can be extracted from it and so on, people are so ignorant to the\nfact that data = power, also, IT education is also horrible, here in lithuania at least, its terrible,\nall we do is make word documents basically, in older classes we do get some more serious education,\nalthough its nothing serious, its mainly focused on specific proprietary software and how to use it,\nwhich\n\n- isnt applicable anywhere outside that specific software as its\n usually 'so u press this, then that, then press this, drag that\n and this is how u import a picture in word'\n- doesnt teach people anything\n- does not teach anything outside IT that isnt 'computer = word = windows = chrome = OS = number'\n\nits stupid how bad IT education is where everything is so digital\n\n**mental health problems** is also related to **ignorance**, some people are just so broken\nmentally they cant be bothered to give a fuck about anything, and not like social media with\nplastering of numbers, insecurities, triggers and addiction ( this is the PERFECT formula for\na social media site, make it cause mental health problems which eventually will lead to depression\nor something similar and then be the seemingly only remedy that will help it )\nwill make it better, so companies profit of that people ( not specific mentally ill people )\nlive in ignorance and they keep feeding into it\n\nand then theres **dependence**, even if people are fully aware people face issue of de-transitioning\nfrom that specific software or ecosystem, e.g. apple feeds of this with their hardware and software\nbeing so incompatible with everything, being so good at integrating their software and hardware\nand giving people such status ( tbh it feels like the apple ecosystem is just a huge cult ), or for\nexample friends and general social communication, i have this issue with discord, ive suggested multiple\nopen source alternatives to friends and even offered to build one myself, they refuse to switch no\nmatter what so im stuck using discord as i know how problematic discord is and how shit it is, how much\nof a data farm it is, how much it shoves nitro peoples asses, how much of a pedophilia problem it has\nand so on, i hate it, im also somewhat stuck on youtube, i had a project in the works which woulve\nbeen a good alternative to youtube, ive had it planned and stuff, but then just stopped working on it,\nalthough now its a mess and ive worked on it somewhat, a lot of UI and stuff, which i find distracting,\ni might rework it though, the problem im having is that it has so much content i watch and music and so on,\nits a nice service, although it works on my very hardened profile unlike discord so i can at least\nmitigate it more, with discord there isnt as much briar between it and me\n\nthe cycle of it continues, we need to unite if we want to have a free ( as in freedom ) world,\nelse we wont get out of this creepy data-driven idiocy, make it paid or something, but omg, i want\nmy data, you can have my money, but my data is very important to me and i dont trust this fucked up\nsystem\n\nanyway, hope i at least explained some of this enough for you to get worried enough and join me\nin the act of stopping companies abusing users data and actual digital freedom instead of false\nand misleading marketing which turns people into sheep to fall into their sheep farm\n\ncya\n",
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"content": "some time back i made the torture degrees temperature system as an ironic joke\nto make fun of the wars between different temperature systems\n\n<https://blog.ari-web.xyz/b/the-best-temperature-system----degrees-torture--t%C2%B0-/>\n\nnow, lets add more, _the torturetric system_\n\nbefore anything, assume the math library is imported in python,\nall definitions here are defined in python and theyre all meant to be\ncomplex, make no sense and are useless ( for the sake of the reader )\n\n## distance ( tourmiletre )\n\na tourmiletre ( tm ) is defined like this :\n\n def tm(m: float) -> float:\n return (m * 3.28) + ((1 / (((math.acosh(m) ** -math.e) ** -2) + math.pi)) * (9 / 5)) * math.pi ** (235 / 48) + 0.01832654 - m\n\nwhere `m` is distance in metre\n\n## mass ( kilogratourpound )\n\na kilogratourpound ( kgp ) is defined like this :\n\n def kgp(kg: float) -> float:\n return (math.pi ** (1 - math.tan((kg + 10) * 1.2481)) - 1.2) + 0.18425856487425207\n\nwhere `kg` is mass in kilogram\n\n## time ( tekond )\n\na tekond ( t ( _not T_ ) ) is defined as follows :\n\n def tk(s: float) -> float:\n a: float = math.atan2((0.00000000172 - s + 0.1) - math.e, math.e)\n return (9.1286 - (math.degrees(a) + math.cosh(a))) / 100\n\nwhere `s` is time in seconds\n\n## electric current ( tampre )\n\ntampre ( TA ) is defined like this :\n\n def ta(a: float) -> float:\n return (math.pi + a - 2) / 3\n\nwhere `a` is current in ampere\n\n## temperature ( torture degrees ( NOT degrees torture ) )\n\n def t(c: float) -> float:\n return math.cos((((c + 273.15) + c + ((c * (9/5) + 32))) / 3) + math.pi) + math.e\n\nwhere `c` is temperature in celsius\n\n## amount of substance ( tomole )\n\na tomole ( tol ) is defined as follows :\n\n def tol(mol: float) -> float:\n return (mol + math.pi * 2 - 1 + 1973 / 5 - 17 / math.e ** 2 + 273.15 * (9 / 5) + 32 / 3 / 19723218734) / 10000\n\nwhere `mol` is amount of mols\n\n## luminous intensity ( toltelama )\n\na toltelama ( tl ) is defined like this :\n\n def tl(cd: float) -> float:\n a: float = 1.1 ** (cd / math.pi / math.e / math.asin(math.cos(math.tan(cd))) + 1 / 0.1 / 100)\n return math.degrees(a + math.pi) + math.cos(a)\n\nwhere `cd` is the luminance in candela\n\n## wrap up\n\nto convert units like kilogratourpound -> gratourpound, just devide by a 1000, just like\nthe metric system, this torturetric system is metic-like\n\nanyway, enjoy, this is the best system known to man !!\n",
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"description": "meh idiots will stay idiots",
"content": "## update\n\n> i have fixed it, everything is now behind a whitelist and shit, so yeah\n> feel free to comment again :)\n\n---\n\nhello world\n\nari-web stuff seems to be currently being attacked by transphobes and so\non, i currently locked <https://user.ari-web.xyz/> and hoping this fixes\nshit for at least a bit, i hope, if you still want to show your opinion\njust email me at [[email protected]](mailto:[email protected])\nand we can talk\n\ni am sorry, although i am not comfortable hosting such vile content ( i.e.\ntransphobia, homophobia, racism, nazism, etc. ) on my platform nor am i\ncapable of taking it nor physically nor mentally, i will not take harassment\nlightly in any shape or form and as much as i dont want it, if i need to,\ni will escalate this further than locking up comments for everyone, as of now\ni have idiocy archived, the old spam and current spam, i might just continue\ndeveloping security measures for it, i will make sure its anonymous and shit\nas much as i can, i wont be a corporate asshole, but i dont want to take\nany transphobia, racism, etc. its not my job, my job here is to have fun and\ndevelop as a teenage developer, im only here to develop, not here to get harassed\nby either extremely idiotic 13 year olds or by deranged 20 year old pedophiles\n\ni am once again sorry for locking this for everyone, but this is the only viable\nway to stop this flowing sea of harassment and pure asshole-yness, ill unlock it\nprobably some day, but def not soon\n\ncya, have a good day and dont be an asshole by harassing random people on their\ncomment section :)\n",
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"title": "server.ari-web.xyz is going to be changed / transphobic, racist and nazi attack on user.ari-web.xyz",
"description": "yeah, stuff happened and got spammed with 17+ kb of random bullshit, which was mainly the things mentioned in the title, posing as me",
"content": "hello world,\n\ndue to some transphobic, racist and nazist assholes, server.ari-web.xyz will be changed to\nhave more security and shit, i didnt want to do this, but i will add a filter, will add\nharder limiting and bans will become a serious thing, there was some asshole pretending to\nbe me on <https://user.ari-web.xyz/> which spammed the n word, chiristian and transphobic shit,\nnazi idiocy, misinterpretations and quotes from the bible and so on, troll faces, spam,\netc.\n\nthe server ~~will be changed with most likely~~ has been changed these changes :\n\n- your ~~ip~~ sha256 hash of the IP will be saved\n- there will be a harder rate limit\n- ~~there will be a blacklist~~\n- ~~the UTC timestamp will be tracked~~\n\n> update : i crossed out the things that i didnt do, but i did update\n> the server, now i am free to ban people bc i track the sha256 hash of\n> peoples IPs\n\ni really didnt want to become some corporate-like asshole, but i also cannot stand nazi,\nracist, etc. assholes attacking me in my own comments section, i will make the information\ni will be collecting wherever i can and the server will still be open source\n\nthank you for understanding, old ( non malicious since #45 ) comments will be imported\nand the new racist and nazi ones and shit, i saved the nazi and shit comments\n\ni am sorry for messing up and giving people the power of true free speech, i do not\nadvocate for anything the asshole has said and will not make this mistake again, from\nnow on i will be shutting everything down and will be closely moderating it, i am sorry\ni didnt see it sooner\n",
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"title": "doml #4 -- 2023/04/07",
"description": "doml #4 -- more pain, a lot of pain actually, school, overwhelmed lol",
"content": "shit shit shit shit shit\n\ntoday has been **_shit_**, i hated existing at every moment of today,\nthere was nothing good about this\n\nfirst, short but painful day, i was tired today, shit ( but short ) lessons\nand just bad, then the first 2 classes were lithuanian, made my lithuanian\nteacher hate me, she even basically said for me to shut up, but yk, in a corporate\ntype of way, like 'stfu nobody cares' => 'please dont say anything else', i had to\npresent a thing with my group and i was stuttering, i was very stressed, i\ncant speak without stuttering when im stressed, i have to either talk really fast\nor i stutter, in this case both happened, my lithuanian teacher got pissed at me\nand now she probably hates me, then i had to rate my own work, i did my work, i\nworked with my group, i helped to manage the group and shit so i rated myself 4/10\nfor at least doing the work, then i realised my friend didnt like my opinion\nabout the thing i was presenting and probably another reason why the lithuanian\nteacher told me to stop talking mid way through my reading, so i corrected my grade\nfrom 4/10 to a 3/10, i could lie and give myself a 10/10 like most others, but i really\ndont want to get into trouble and just get an even worse grade than 3/10 lol, this is\nmy reasoning why i gave myself a 3/10 to my teacher ( translated from lithuanian to english ) :\n\n> 4/10, i was working but when i presented, i got very stressed and nervous about\n> it, i don't think i should get a 2 because i helped the team, worked,\n> did my part of the job and tried to organize the team\n> ( for example, i helped to assign tasks, tried to manage [ classmate's ] refusal to work,\n> i checked how things were going, etc.), but i dont know how well i did and it was\n> clear that the teacher didn't like my part,\n> so considering everything, i think i should get at least a passing grade -- 4.\n\n> 3/10 that + my opinion was bad\n\nmy opinion about the book i was presenting was this ( once again translated ) :\n\n> i did not like the book \"benedikto slenk\u0161\u010diai\" .\n> this book seemed superficial and boring to me .\n> the first chapter was not bad, as it talked about benedicts childhood,\n> but the other slenk\u0161\u010diai, when he grew up,\n> were tedious and i barely wanted to read them .\n>\n> in my opinion, the author described benedicts life in too much detail,\n> which could have been conveyed in a shorter way .\n> also, there are not enough interesting details in the book\n> that could inspire the reader to read further .\n> the last chapters ( slenk\u0161\u010diai ) were sad and poor, with a lot written about sex and love,\n> as if we hadnt read about it in recent years .\n> in my opinion, the author also described these\n> topics in too much detail, which could have been conveyed\n> in a shorter way, but with more interest .\n>\n> my final rating for this book would be 4/10,\n> because although the book is not the worst,\n> it does not have enough interesting details to captivate the reader .\n\nsame thing happened in art, except this time i had points to work with, still got a 3/10, but\neh, basically i had my work ( mosaic ) finished and the art teacher told me to rate myself, the\npoints ( every point has 2 points max ) were given to me and all i had to do was\nto rate myself, here are the points, scores and reasons i gave :\n\n- methodical work in the lesson, preparation for the lesson\n ( 1 point, i did work in the lesson but i kept forgetting my glue at home\n so i borrowed my friends )\n- originality, interpretation, search for ideas\n ( 0 points, its literally just a paper with pieces of paper glued on representing\n a stupid and badly made flower )\n- artistry ( 0 points, its not artistic nor is it anything pretty )\n- disclosure of topics ( 1 point, the theme was flower and its obviously a flower, but its badly made )\n- technique ( 1 point, i mean i did glue pieces of paper on a sheet of paper )\n\nso yeah, conclusion to this is that i suck at school, i am a literal fucking failure,\ndidnt even manage to get a 4/10\n\nsince DOML #3 some shit happened too, for example i quit my IT club ( due to depression ),\ni quit therapy ( do i even deserve it lmfao ) and so on, fell back in and out of my depressive episode,\nbegun noticing how much hairloss im having, probably due to anorexia and shit,\ni keep having panic and anxiety attacks, nothing is good,\neverything in my life is going to shit and i cant to anything about it, but at least one funny\nthing happened which is how my physics teacher gave my notebook to the school psychologist\nwithout telling me ALL BECAUSE I WRITE IN SMALL LETTERS ONFG WHAT THE FUCK LMAO\n\ni think my friends also begun hating me, idk, they seem different to me, it feels like\nthey hate me for no reason and it seems to clear to me that they just dont like me\nanymore, i think i should stop talking to them but even then wouldnt that be rude\n\neverything makes 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"title": "ari-web index redesign",
"description": "https://ari-web.xyz/ redesign",
"content": "hello world\n\nafter like 2 years of having the same design i changed <https://ari-web.xyz/>\nand i am extremely happy to announce it\n\nthis is really important and i hope you like it, the terminal branch still\nexists so no worries, but now ari-web has entered `personal` era :)\n\ncheers, and keep in mind <https://ari-web.xyz/git> is still open source\n",
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"title": "ari-web blog api change",
"description": "api changes to https://blog.ari-web.xyz/",
"content": "hello world\n\n[the blog api](/blog.json) has changed, now i dont use base64 to encode, it was useless, i noticed\nnobody uses the api basically, but i want it to be available, so just notifying yall\nof the change, the reason i just changed it with no prior warning is because\nnobody uses it lol\n\nalso, a new api created -- [recents.json](/recents.json) which has the most recent 5 blog posts as the\n`blog.json` api is extremely large lol, it also has [recents_json_hash.txt](/recents_json_hash.txt)\n\nkeep in mind `recents.json` only has summaries of blog posts, not full content, time\n( UNIX timestamp ) and the title, thats it\n\nanyway, have fun i guess :)\n",
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"description": "random corporate stunt done by twitter, open source, in general unethically open source bullshit",
"content": "haha imagine, foss twitter\n\nno seriously, its 'foss' now ... not rlly but still\n\n- <https://github.com/twitter/the-algorithm>\n- <https://github.com/twitter/the-algorithm-ml>\n\nill be talking about the `the-algorithm` repo mainly, but this\napplies to both of those repos\n\nas an open source developer, this is as useful as not seeing the\nsource code lmao\n\nboth of those repos are nothing more than a corporate stunt,\na joke, nothing better than a 'haha look were cool and hip now,\nnow pls give us ur data uwu', its just another example to show\nthat companies dont care about you and just are there to make money,\nyou know like, the paperclip problem, basically 'if you train an AI\nto optimise for paperclip production it will get so efficient it will just\nturn the whole earth into a paperclip factory killing off all life',\nthis is the same shit, but for companies, optimising for money,\nthey dont care about anything moral, just immoral pieces of shit\n\ntwitter, just like nvidia, pushed a single commit with half a mil\nlines of code, no docs, barely a readme, no commit history, nothing,\nliterally bare source code, nobody is going to read that and thats\nprobably what twitter wants, they just want to seem 'hip, cool\nand one of the youngsters', you know, like that meme, its just annoying\nhow companies do this\n\nin my pov, twitter is doing this for the following reasons\n\n- gaining some trust ( even though its false trust )\n - people trust open source software more, but as you can see\n its not rlly foss plus the shit that is foss is vile, both\n code-wise and content-wise, you can see just how much\n data it collects, how biased it is and only confirms that\n twitter is meant to be a breeding ground for toxicity, thats\n how it stays relevant -- toxicity and drama, now imagine what\n goes on in the proprietary parts ...\n- free work\n - for those that actually want to help this bullshit of a product\n this will be unpaid labour for musky husky uwu ( tm ), he expects\n people to just work for him ***because companies are pieces of shit who\n dont know how to foss***\n- to seem cool\n - foss is the new cool, quirky and youngsters hip thing to companies,\n but the think is they dont know how to foss, they think foss is just\n purely releasing the bare source code with 0 commit history, no docs,\n barely a readme and complete idiocy, they went into open source completely\n unprepared, looked like complete clowns ( by once again, not knowing how\n to foss ) and now barely are able to do any work on the actual projects\n\nthese are only few reasons most likely, but even then it just shows how\nmuch of a cringeworthy corporate stunt this is, this is nothing more than\nanother marketing scheme than to just shove their product deeper in yalls\nasses\n\ncompanies are fucking weird, disgusting and generally bad, take\ndiscord, twitter, google, microsoft ( yes ik i use github but stfu ), amazon,\nalphabet, ... just name any company and youll find mountains of garbage\nabout them\n\nanyway, rant overish, this hopefully explains how cringeworthy this whole\n'haha twitter foss' thing is, why me and many others are more than comfortable\ntrolling abt it and before i go -- [TELL MUSKY HUSKY TO ADD TINA](https://github.com/twitter/the-algorithm/issues/871)\n\ngoodbye, dont be as stupid as twitter :)\n",
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"title": "ari-web server -- https://server.ari-web.xyz/",
"description": "got a server :3",
"content": "hey people :)\n\ni just wanted to let yall know that i got a server,\nnow it hosts the <https://user.ari-web.xyz/> api,\nmeaning you now dont need a github account to comment\nunder my posts\n\nhave fun commenting away privately and anonymously without\nany of your data being collected <3\n\nhave a nice day\n\n# links\n\n- <https://user.ari-web.xyz>\n- <https://user.ari-web.xyz/git>\n- <https://server.ari-web.xyz>\n- <https://server.ari-web.xyz/git>\n",
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"description": "one of these more personal blog posts, i feel weird for having one like this here, but eh fuck it lol",
"content": "hello ppl\n\nbasically, i just realised i never told this story on this blog\nand i dont mind sharing this\n\nbasically, my whole life i have had a ghost who spends its time on top\nof closets watching me, i see it to this day, i never hear it but maybe i feel it\nsometimes, it feels cold, but idk, basically a watcher, nothing scary,\ni got used to it, i dont believe in ghosts, but i see it lol,\nim only describing it as a 'ghost' all because theres no better word, 'entity'\nsounds too rude and mystic lol\n\nnow, today, an odd thing happened, some invisible cat jumped onto my bed while\ni was sitting in it, went behind me and fell asleep behind me, its back\npushing into me, it was weird, so idk, i didnt move bc i didnt want to wake\nit up, half an hour passed and my back begun hurting ( bc back issues ),\nso i shooed the cat away and it worked, didnt think much of it, but then\nit came back, i was laying and the cat jumped up again, came up next to me\nand started rubbing into my legs, i wanted to be left alone and i shooed it\naway again, it worked, but then i thought 'why does shooing away work if it\ndoesnt exist' and i still dk\n\nanyway, as of writing this i saw the cats eyes -- they were bright ( like LEDs ),\nlong and blue, it blinked at me 2 times i think, bc i saw it 2 times, it flashed ( ? )\nlike blink ? besides that i cant see the cat\n\nthe closet ghost as of now is curled up into a ball on my closet and laying,\nbut its black and long, it usually stares at me, i forgot how its eyes are as i dont\npay much attention to it these days, sometimes i feel overpowered by it, it feels\nlike the whole wall( s ) and / or ceiling becomes the ghost, idk, its weird, but its\nmain base is on top of a closet, as of now its on top of a closet in my room,\nit always is a closet -- i moved 2 times\n\nalso, once when i didnt sleep ( and i think this was purely bc i didnt sleep )\ni saw UFOs and had a panic attack, i heard shit, saw shit, i saw a whole ass alien\nship outside not too far from my house, idk what i was thinking, but lol,\ni cant say much about it as i dont remember it myself really, i only remember\nthe basic stuff ho i panicked and stuff\n\nanyway, ik this sounds bad, but i promise, i dont have schizophrenia, i looked up\nsome basic symptoms and i only show 2 of them -- antisocial behaviour and seeing\nshit and one of them can be explained by my anxiety and aspergers diagnoses\n\ncya next time :) next blog post will probably be DOML, well see tho\n",
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"description": "closed doors annoy me a lot lol, and a lot of other parents seem to not know how to do it, i made this satire blog post explaining on how to do it",
"content": "hello dear parents\n\ndo you suffer from doornotcloseitis ? well, there is no treatment for such an evil\ncondition, but, being the royal woman i am, im here to help, so please take some time\nout of your day and read this, this should help with your doornotcloseitis, this medical\ncourse was verified by the dda ( door and drugs association )\n\n## what is a door ?\n\na door is an important part of a building, it is a barrier that provides privacy, security,\nand protection from the elements, doors are typically made of wood, metal, or other materials,\nand can be opened and closed in various ways\n\ndoors are used to separate interior and exterior spaces,\nthey can be used to control the flow of people and goods, as well as to provide a sense of safety and security,\ndoors can also be used to provide ventilation, light, and sound insulation\n\ndoors come in a variety of shapes and sizes, and can be designed to match the style of\na building or the specific needs of the user, they can be single or double-hinged, sliding,\nor folding, and can be fitted with locks, handles, and other hardware, many doors are also equipped\nwith sensors, alarms, and other security features.\n\ndoors play a vital role in the safety and security of a building,\nthey can be used to restrict access to certain areas, and can help to protect people and property from intruders,\nthey also provide a sense of privacy and security, making people feel more comfortable\nin their homes and workplaces\n\ndoors are an essential part of any building, they provide security, privacy, and ventilation,\nand can be designed to match the style of a building or the specific needs of the user\n\n## what is a door handle\n\na door handle is a device used to open and close a door, it is usually made of metal or plastic\nand is attached to the door with screws or bolts, most door handles come in two parts :\n\n- the latch, which is the part that is pulled to open the door\n- and the knob, which is the part that is turned to open and close the door\n\nthe latch is usually made of metal and is usually spring-loaded, so that when the knob is turned,\nthe latch slides back into place, the knob is usually made of plastic and is designed\nto be comfortable to grip\n\ndoor handles come in a variety of styles and finishes, some door handles are designed to match the decor of a room,\nwhile others are more utilitarian in design, there are also door handles that are designed to be decorative,\nsuch as those made of brass or bronze, many door handles also come with a keyhole,\nwhich allows a key to be inserted to open the door\n\ndoor handles provide a convenient way to open and close a door without having to use a key,\nthey are also a great way to add a touch of style to a room, door handles are an important part of any home\nand should be chosen carefully to ensure they are both functional and aesthetically pleasing\n\n## how do i close a door ?\n\nclosing a door is a simple task, but there are a few key steps to ensure that it is done properly\n\nfirst, stand close to the door and grab the handle, pull the door towards you firmly and make sure\nit is in the closed position, if the door has a lock, turn the knob or key to secure it, next,\ncheck that the door is completely shut, if it is not, push the door gently until it is fully closed\n\nfinally, if the door has a latch or lock, double-check that it is secure\n\nto ensure the door is closed properly, it is important to be aware of the environment around it,\nmake sure that there is nothing in the way of the door that could prevent it from closing,\nif there is, move it out of the way, additionally, check the hinges and frame to make sure\nthey are in good condition and that the door is not sticking or binding\n\nclosing a door is a simple task, but it is important to make sure that it is done properly,\nfollow the steps above to ensure that the door is closed securely and that it is not blocked by any objects,\nadditionally, inspect the hinges and frame to make sure they are in good condition,\ndoing all of these steps will help ensure that the door is closed properly and securely\n\n## conclusion\n\nhope this helped, if youre a parent i now sincerely hope you understand what a door is now and\nhope that your doornotcloseitis will be better from now on, i hope this helped and youll be\nthrilled to use your newfound knowledge from now on\n\nhave a nice one\n",
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"description": "bash syntax highlighting -- trying to hack the bash shell into allowing me to get syntax highlighting, so far no luck",
"content": "hello world\n\nBASH only has one okay syntax highligher, but its super slow, it implements\nthe whole readline lib in BASH, so i decided to make my own ... but its harder\nthan i thought\n\nat first, i kept running into issues with file descriptors, bash kept being annoying,\nkept blocking my stuff, but then i came up with an idea to read from its stdin and\nthen write to stderr and use ansi escapes to move the cursor and text around, it worked\nkinda ig, but theres a problem, as bash owns the fd it can steal a read() from us and\nmake us not be able to read from stdin anymore, which is painful, the concept program\nkeeps missing bytes, especially if youre typing fast, when youre typing slow its\nmuch less noticable\n\ntheres also an ansi escape issue with the cursor, it keeps going to its old position,\nbut thats probably because it keeps missing bytes, `\\r` and/or `\\n` to be specific,\nin my case `\\r` idk why bash reads `\\r` instead of `\\n`, but oh well\n\nanyway, heres the concept :\n\n- <https://gist.github.com/TruncatedDinosour/e2034cf470f268596235a5c88ffcd048>\n- <https://gist.githubusercontent.com/TruncatedDinosour/e2034cf470f268596235a5c88ffcd048/raw/fc84ff1c9f6b6b010b16eea462aeed88b6d2b274/bash_syntax_highlighting.py>\n\nhow it works is :\n\n- takes from you the target bash shell pid which you can get by running `echo $$` in the target\n- opens stdin ( `0` ) and stderr ( `2` ) file descriptors\n- opens `/tmp/{target bash pid}.bash` as an out file ( as you cant write to bash stdin for it to exec code )\n- overwrites the outfile\n- loops until stdin is okay to use / open\n - writes ansi escape for 'save cursor position'\n - while a single read byte from stdin is not `\\r` and / or `\\n`\n - interprets backspaces\n - writes 'restore cursor position' and 'clear line from cursor position' ansi codes plus the highligted\n line to stderr\n - write a newline to stderr\n - if s is not empty\n - writes the read command to the outfile\n - sends a `SIGINT` ( basically `CTRL` + `C` ) signal to bash ( to activate PROMPT_COMMAND and get a new prompt\n as once again -- bash doesnt like when you use its file descriptors for that )\n- at the end of the main loop it closes opened stdin, stderr and out files\n\non the target side you only need to run this\n\n export PROMPT_COMMAND=\"source /tmp/$$.bash\"\n\nso it runs the command every new prompt as bash should not be able to read the\ncommand and we should own it\n\nso far i tried these methods to mitigate the problems i faced :\n\n- using `LD_PRELOAD` to overwrite the `read()` syscall\n - making always return `0`\n - redirecting it to a FIFO\n - closing it\n- using `os.write` / `read`\n- using C++\n- using C\n\nany help to resolve the issues is welcome, although its optional, itd just help improve the\nquality of the concept and make it maybe even useful to people, you can comment [here](/c) or\nunder the gist ( preferably under the gist ), lets discuss your ideas :) you are also free\nto email me at `[email protected]`\n\nanyway, enough talking, i think this will be a multipart series until i make something working\nor give up, once i get something working ill try to make it easy for others and develop a framework\naround it, maybe others might too, if you have any ideas how to fix it let me know and well,\nsee you next time :)\n",
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"description": "doml #3 -- school, informatics, physical education and my pc fan broke ;-;",
"content": "hello world\n\nhavent updated this blog in a while so i thought i might as well now,\na lot of things happened since my last visit here\n\nfirst up, today was once again a bad day, like on monday, on monday i kept losing stuff,\nkept having bad luck, bad grades, etc. -- today was the same, i kept losing stuff, my pen\nexploded and worst of all -- i only finished half my math test, dont get me wrong, the test\nwas easy, i was doing okay, but each question was like 7 parts and there were 5 questions\nso i wasnt able to finish it in 30 minutes, i only managed to do 2.5 / 5 tasks, that\nmade me feel horrible and i couldnt stop thinking abt it, i almost had to leave school\nbc i was very shit mentally, it affected me so much for some reason, but oh well,\nig if i get a low grade ill just rewrite it in consultations :/, today i also found more\nbad traits abt my crush, i alrd knew hes an andrew tate stan bc he made a whole ass talk\nabt him in english class, the theme was 'my favourite person', but today in patriotism\nclass we were talking about women's rights and my crush was just making fun of it the\nwhole time, its just sad and cringeworthy, why did i fall for a guy that ( a ) doesnt\nlike me and ( b ) is a dickhead, i also ate too many calories today, wont give any numbers,\nbut it was quite a bit for me and that also added on top of everything today, its just\nugh ...\n\nmy pc fan broke, well, now its fixed, but thats one of the main\nreasons i havent been able to write here, i didnt have my pc, i could have\nwritten on my phone but it isnt the same plus my pdb database ( basically\njust a custom password database format ) was on my pc while it was being\nrepaired, i could have fixed it myself, but i didnt have the needed part, it cost\n52 euro and itd only come on 03/06, so i just took it to the repair shop, it\ngot done faster and it cost less -- 50 euro, as a bonus my broken keys got fixed\nso im happy, now i got a fully functional pc for cheaper than if i fixed it myself,\nplus i didnt risk anything lol soooooooooo\n\na couple of days ago, on monday, i asked myself why i hate pe so much, and i\nwrote a bit abt it sooo lemme tell you, i was stressed about pe as i have pe on mondays,\ni kept thinking and just was stressed beyond belief, i wrote about how this\nhappens every day i have pe, how im stressed and how it makes me feel bad mentally,\nthe first point i wrote about -- gendered groups, ig its more of a 'gendered education'\nthing, but at least here in lithuania its barely here besides, well, pe and arts and crafts\n( idk we call it technologies, but dont mix it up with informatics ), in arts and\ncrafts we can pick the gender group no matter the gender so its eh, i wrote about how\nit causes me gender dysphoria, thats one of the largest reasons it causes me stress,\nthen i wrote that it feels bad dressing out of uniform in school, 'its probably just my\nautism' i wrote, but eh, idk, its just that it feels bad being in a school environment\nbut dressed up this casually, it feels bad and it just idk, weird, but not like id\nlike to stay in my uniform doing pe anyway, itd stink, sweat and itd be uncomfy, so lol,\nalso i wrote that pe clothing is just too lose for me as im used to tight black clothing\nas thats my main 'style' if you can call it that, im also scared of pe assignments,\nim very weak physically and im terrified of a bad grade in pe, it makes me overthink\nif im good enough, strong enough for pe and makes me stressed, im scared of judgement,\nit feels like the teacher, the children and everyone in general is watching me and waiting\nfor me to fail so they could make fun of me, might be irrational, but idk, im not the only\none who feels this way, i know bc i asked, i also dont dress up in school, i come in with\npe clothing, but uniform on top ( its only a jumper ), when pe comes i just take off my\nschool uniform and thats it, i get underessed at home during the lunch break which for me\nis 40 minutes, after pe i feel gross and tired and it takes me around 2-3 classes before\ni fully recover, until then i am unable to work at my full capacity in turn making me inefficient\nand stupid, thus risking a bad grade once again, theres 0 positive things i can say abt pe,\nmy teacher is also most likely a pedophile, he stares at girls asses whenever he can get the chance,\nas im in the girls group, i joke abt him staring at my bony ass but its just sad how such\npeople have a job with kids, he also at test times forces me into the boys grp, so he expects\nto to perform as good as a buff ass kid who is having the time of his life, like who would win,\na depressed anorexic with crippling anxiety or a buff ass dude, its annoying, i cant take\nsuch load\n\nbut good news ...\n\ni dont have to do pe anymore, my doctor wrote me a paper that states that i cant do pe anymore\nand im super happy abt it, no more stress that kills me every monday and wednesday, its nice,\ni got that paper bc 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"content": "today i thought that i want bean soup, but didnt want a very large soup, like\nlots of fats and stuff, so i came up with this, its quite filling and very nice,\nyall will like it too maybe, idk, give it a try if you want to :)\n\nno this blog wont become a cooking blog, i just came up with this and wanted\nto archive and share it\n\n_this recipe covers 2.5-3 servings_\n\n## ingredients\n\n### soup\n\n- 0.75-1 tablespoon of olive oil\n- 1 chopped chilli pepper with seeds ( if you want a bit of spice )\n- 1 chopped onion\n- 2-3 cloves of mashed / crushed garlic\n- 50 g of chopped cabbage\n- 1 medium-large grated carrot\n- 200 ml of vegetable stock ( or a vegetable bullion cube dissolved in 200 ml of hot water )\n- 1 can ( 450 g ) of canned beans in tomato sauce ( unstrained )\n- 1 tablespoon of tomato sauce\n- 1 tablespoon of lemon juice\n- 1 tablespoon of soy sauce\n- water to taste\n- 3/4 of a teaspoon of curry powder\n- 3/4 of a teaspoon of ground black pepper\n- 1/3 of a teaspoon of mediterranean spice mix\n\n### bread\n\n- 3-4 pieces of white bread\n- teaspoon of fat ( butter, olive oil, vegan butter or similar )\n\n## preparation\n\n### soup\n\n- take a dry pot and pour in your olive oil\n- let the olive oil heat for 1-2 minutes\n- put in your chopped chilli pepper ( if you decided to use it ), onion, mashed / crushed garlic,\n cabbage and carrot\n- cook the vegetables for 5 to 7 minutes\n- pour in your vegetable stock, can of canned beans in tomato sauce\n ( together with the sauce ), tablespoon of tomato sauce, lemon juice and soy sauce\n- boil it for around 10 minutes, as it boils add water to taste ( the soup thickens ) if you want\n- add your curry powder, mediterranean spice mix and ground black pepper, mix them in,\n boil it for 10 more minutes or until you think it feels right\n - if youll want the bread on the side, at around the 5 minutes mark, begin\n making the bread\n- [plate it](#plating) !\n\n### bread\n\n- cut up your bread into around 2-2.5 cm ( ~1 inch ) strips\n- pour in your fat\n- let the fat heat for 1 minute\n- put in your bread strips\n- bake the bread until crisp and toasted on both sides, flip it around\n\n## plating\n\nplate the soup in a soup dish and if you have bread, put the bread in another\nsmall plate on the side, eat the soup with a spoon and if you have bread you can\neither / any dip or have it with the soup ( like take a spoon of soup and add a\nbroken off piece of the strip on it )\n\n## approximate nutrition facts ( per serving )\n\n_% in \\*DV_\n\n### without bread\n\n- calories -- 323 cal\n- total fat -- 14.9 g / 19%\n - saturated fat -- 2.2 g / 11%\n- cholesterol -- 0 mg / 0%\n- sodium -- 535 mg / 23%\n- total carbohydrate -- 41.1 g / 15%\n - dietary fiber -- 9 g / 32%\n - total sugars -- 12.6 g\n- protein -- 9.8 g\n- vitamins\n - vitamin D -- 0 mcg / 0%\n - calcium -- 121 mg / 9%\n - icon -- 3 mg / 18%\n - potassium -- 225 mg / 5%\n\n### with bread\n\n- calories -- 425 cal\n- total fat -- 18.5 g / 24%\n - saturated fat -- 4.1g / 20%\n- cholesterol -- 7 mg / 2%\n- sodium -- 753 mg / 33%\n- total carbohydrate -- 55.9 g / 20%\n - dietary fiber -- 9.7 g / 35%\n - total sugars -- 13.9 g\n- protein -- 12 g\n- vitamins\n - vitamin D -- 2 mcg / 9%\n - calcium -- 166 mg / 13%\n - icon -- 4 mg / 24%\n - potassium -- 256 mg / 5%\n\n> \\*daily value ( DV ) tells you how much a nutrient in a food serving contributes\n> to a daily diet, 2000 calorie a day is used for general nutrition advice\n",
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