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<p>半年又不知不觉间流走了.在半年的改造自己中,发现,原来去年的我有多么傻多么俗…作个勇士还真不容易,今年的我依然重复着去年假日起床后吃午饭的习惯,偷懒总是有借口的,就像那句话说的,前进的理由只有一条,而后退的理由却有几百条,有的人宁愿用几百条理由证明自己不是懦夫,却不能用一条理由证明自己是个勇士. </p>
<p>我还是喜欢把人支解成物性的潜意识和人性的意识.当意识与潜意识矛盾的时候,不知道哪个才是真我?例如,《读者》中的一个故事,讲到一对恩爱的夫妻,某天家里煤气爆炸,丈夫急忙跳出窗户,然后才想到屋里还有娇妻.虽然,那次事故没对妻子造成伤害,但是,妻子还是毅然离开了丈夫.丈夫本能地跳出窗外,这本就是潜意识的作用,妻子与丈夫离异,说明妻子认为丈夫的本我是潜意识,那才是他的真面目.只是,也许她不知道,在丈夫的心里,或许她才是整个世界,在事故发生的瞬间,意识还没来得及反应时,潜意识已经控制了他的动作.…亦或许只能说,一个意识与潜意识不统一的人,他只能是个悲剧,为潜意识的种种对立的风格行为后悔.…不禁对前人的“读圣贤书”怀疑起来.读了那么多的书,意识多么高尚,在某些时刻,控制人的依然是潜意识,依然是个悲剧.或或许,是我把意识与潜意识完全对立起来而忽略了他们之间的联系,一种潜移默化的影响.在灵魂高尚化的同时,或许我们的潜意识也正在一点一滴地成长,只是速度慢得让人感觉不到而已. </p>
<p>…或许我对朋友的定义太苛克了点.当我发现我一直推心置腹的朋友在骗我或利用我时,我会冷笑,笑自已傻,把别人当朋友他却不一定当你是他朋友.有人说,当你对一个人生气的时候,说明你还在乎你们之间的感情.只是不明白,他们为什么就没有成人之美的胸怀?别人的嘟吸收过来,自己的却死死藏着不让人发现.这让人产生一种傻子被人利用的感觉.无意间发现朋友的另一面,让人想起,只是无意间！那么还有多少个无意间等着呢?于是,交朋友变得更难了.突然间就问自己了,为什么交朋友呢?为了人生路好走?如果有的人偏偏就一帆风顺不用拼搏的人生呢?亦或是为了安慰寂寞的心?那如果超然若陶潜者以大自然为友又何来寂寞？回答这问题又牵出一根本性的问题：人赤裸裸的老到这世界上又赤裸裸的离开到底为了什么？有人说为了快乐的活每一天。那么，为什么又要上学，工作，赚钱，为什么要给自己这些伤人劳心的东西？抑或是为了别人活的更好？又有多少人真正做到？大多数人始终是自私的，他不可能把自己的一切嘟捐赠给别人。或许那句叫人满意些：活着就是为了活着。我不知道是不是在逃避，只是一朝被蛇咬十年怕井绳，我真的米办法忘记自己是个‘傻子’…… 也只有半年了，该换个环境生活了…… 努力！ </p>
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<li><a href="http://user.qzone.qq.com/491419942" target="_blank" rel="external">雨衫</a><time>2008-02-20 13:40:25</time></li>
<li><p>朋友才是陪伴你一生的人<figure class="highlight asciidoc"><table><tr><td class="gutter"><pre><span class="line">1</span><br></pre></td><td class="code"><pre><span class="line"><span class="bullet">- </span>朋友才让你知道更多</span><br></pre></td></tr></table></figure></p>
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<li><p>加油~~~</p>
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<li><a href="http://user.qzone.qq.com/821254857" target="_blank" rel="external">倔强的小嘴</a><time>2008-06-25 01:17:59</time></li>
<li>鬼仔里，加油啊！！ </li>
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